and yet againg something that shouldnt really matter almost gives me a panic attack and like usual my dad was involved and as always I relieve my stress through drawing something completely illogical but colorful. I know that I shouldnt care what he says on certain topics but at the moment Im looking forward to the heat death of the universe so we can all finally unexist and be at peace. I just want to float out of reality and exist far away from here you know? u.u"