[That's Offensive]

so when I draw I think about a lot of things and often I forget half of it and disregard the rest, often I want to write some of it down but I feel like I dont have time, often I just get overwhelmed with how big the world is and how insignificant and small I am, we all are. I cant remember what I wanted to say, exactly, but the point is that no matter how small you feel you are valid, and it doesnt matter if you dont believe in yourself because someone else does believe in you, I believe in you, and I know that I often try to act tough and seem intimidating but Im soft, deep inside Im just a big softie and I think that's what Im trying to hide, because Im scared. Im scared because Im just a tiny person in a big world, an unforgiving world filled with stressed out people, but when I draw I show all that softness, I cant hide it because when I try to draw anything but softness and curves it looks aweful. at this point Im ranting but I just wanted to write out some unfiltered thoughts for once, I hope you are all doing alright and if you're not then dont worry because at some point it will clear up and you will see the light and everything will be fine again ^^