maybe you were right and I am a selfish, toxic, manipulative and whatever kind of person.
I am sorry I didn't say sorry, when I hurt you, but in my world whatever would have happened we would have been friends at the end of the day.
I know I am impulsive, emotionally driven, sometimes unfair and mean and it's not right, to treat a friend like that, but thats also me beside my good characteristics. I can't lie to you all the time or be another person just for you. I can't be happy or fair or flawless every day in my life and I can't say sorry when you'r pushing me to that point. I have to get that conclusion on my own.
The last week was so fun, and of course I miss you too. I thought you were looking right through me back then, but now I think you never truly knew me. With each day that pass you feel more like a stranger for me now. So maybe it was the only right decision to break up all of this.
Thank you for everything.
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