im not okay im really not okay this isnt okay
why cant they just live why does this always happen its unfair why cant they just stay longer it shouldnt be this way
and im so worried about him oh my gosh its terrifying to think of what could happen something similar happened before and i was so worried about him and now its happening again and the thought of losing him is just terrible and i dont want to lose him hes one of the best things that ever happened to me and just
im sorry if this worries anyone i just really needed to get this off my chest cause im really not okay currently





