Today's the day an angel was born.
Although life was cruel to him, he was always looking out for others and helping this world. He was making a difference, helping people get through life's difficulties, making broken people laugh, being his shining and wonderful self.
Jonghyun may not be with us now but I still want to celebrate the beautiful life he lived. He was beautiful and he inspires me in ways I can't explain. Even though his soul still lives through his music that he left with us, I miss him with my whole heart. Through his music, videos, pictures, and memories, he is still shining into my life. His smile makes me cry and his laugh makes my heart sing. When he was happy and joking around, he was so gorgeously happy. When he was broken and crying, I just want to run and hug him forever. It's hard to see an angel weep. It really is. Especially when he helped everyone but no one could help him.
I honestly wish I could say more, he deserves more, but I'm choking up and I can't continue. I love him. I love him so much.
I'm sorry for this being sad, I wanted to be happy for him on his special day, he would have wanted me to be happy. But... it's so hard. So hard. But, I'll try to keep smiling today for you, Jjong. <3333
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