[neferp1tou]

it's been a really hard past 3 months, or just 5 months, or just leading up to everything that's happened ever since my medicine stopped working and i fell into this endless loophole of hallucinations, mind-numbing thoughts, insomnia, anxiety, and honestly it just feels like 2018's depression-fest all over again. i'm so confused, i feel like i'm in a thick haze that's covering my brain and i can't think straight, but i understand everything it seems like now. it just, it just all makes perfect sense. of course its all happening like this, of course I've been questioning all of these things, that's just the way it is. i'm so tired. i don't know what to do, or how to cope other than scribbling down some edgy, talentless art on oekaki and trying to slowly build up my self confidence with the compliments and likes i get from my art, just for it all to get shattered and completely obliterated by someone i trust. but now, i'm not sure who to trust, i'm not sure who i really even relate anymore. i'm not myself anymore.

[leo2560]

It will be okay in the end. It will get better. Stay strong.

[neferp1tou]

It will be okay in the end. It will get better. Stay strong.

thank you, things have just been really difficult lately