Just some vent stuff. The past 24 hours have sucked majorly and I just wanna break apart into a million pieces. I don't even know WHY I feel so trashy. I just keep crying and I want to scream. I long for company but then as soon as someone comes over to me, I just wish they would just leave. I'm sick of this. I'm lonely, yet I don't want anyone near me. I can't explain why I'm feeling this so I can't answer when people ask if I'm fine. I'm fine but I'm breaking apart.
Come, I need someone.
No, go away, I need to be alone.
I just want to be happy again, that's all I want. Okay?! OKAY?! Can't I simply have that?! Can I stop weeping now? Can I stop pushing everyone away and grabbing them at the same time?
I just want to be normal again. I HATE THIS.
Edit: Whew, felt way better after venting here. I guess that's what I needed. Don't worry about me, haha. :P I'm all good now. <3

