currently on break at work, and i needed to vent. thankfully i was allowed to surf the net on break on the work computer.
my paranoia is chaining me up, restricting me to actually do anything i love. i can't stop thinking about it, even when im working my butt off. i feel like everyone hates me. im not worth the time
even cancelled trades has made me feel like i did something wrong.
im so sick of feeling like this. im almost at my breaking point.
Sorry for the grammar, i don't care to spell check right now.....
i just want a hug.