~Letters of the Grieving King~
Letter 1 wrote:Sunfair, Day 10, Year 647
Dearest Lilith,
It is too our displeasure that we have discovered your espionage for the Demon of Death, Brigor. It brings us great pain to know that you have chosen to betray your own parents in such a manner. Your mother and I are absolutely furious. We raised you better than this. We raised you to know right from wrong. So why is it you chose to endanger our entire kingdom?
You are a princess, Lilith. You should act like one. You have been raised to follow in mine and your mother’s footsteps. Since day one, we have taught you of the tyranny that Brigor brings. He has slaughtered our people, your people, Lilith. While the magic he offers has enormous power, it also comes at a great cost. Are you ready to sell your soul for the small taste of power he has to offer you?
If this is about power, I am not sure why promise of the throne in the future is not enough. Is knowing one day you are to lead the kingdom not enough to satiate you? Do you need control over such terrible things? Must you learn the powers of blood magic and necromancy? Perhaps you are seeking that further control, which is severely disappointing. It is not natural to control people to such extent. It is not natural to raise the dead. It is forbidden to enslave people using the writs of blood magic. Not to mention how immoral and unethical it is. We really thought we had raised our daughter to be better.
Or perhaps this isn’t about furthering your power or control at all. Perhaps you are doing this for knowledge. If it is knowledge you seek, you can tell us. We can allow you to study under our court-sanctioned necromancer, Elysium. She is one of the most powerful in the kingdom. Surely, she could teach you what you wish to know. We may also be able to convince Belladonna and Atropa to accept an apprentice, if blood magic is what you seek to study.
Maybe this isn’t about anything of those things. Have your mother and I done something to anger you? Make you feel the need to rebel and get back at us? We can’t possibly think of what we may have done to incite this. If we have angered you, come to us. Let us know.
Aonani and I may be the king and queen of Tylek, but we are still your parents and we love you very much. However, we cannot support you while you are actively condemning the kingdom by revealing our secrets to Brigor. This path you are heading down is very concerning, and we are pleading that you stop at once. We cannot halt the war, because our peoples’ lives are at stake, but we would be heart broken if you became a casualty of it. Come home, Lilith. Stop this foolishness. Your mother and I will be waiting with open arms.
With Love,
Your father, Mordecai
Letter 2 wrote:Sunfair, Day 31, Year 647
Lady Dahlia,
Enclosed with this letter are copies of that which we have sent to our daughter Lilith. It has been three weeks since Aonani and I have discovered our daughter’s treason. We have both sent letters to where she is staying. Well, where we have been informed she is staying, but surely seven viscets could not be wrong. She simply is ignoring us. It’s the only plausible answer.
We have tried hard to be reasonable, but we are at wit’s end right now. Our own daughter is serving the enemy and divulging top secret information with his inner circle. This is far beyond that which is taught when learning about leadership and how to run a kingdom. How are you supposed to handle your own family betraying you?
Aonani has been sick with grief. She has only slept a few hours each night, waking up from what I can only assume are night terrors based on the way she screams and panics. After suddenly losing our first child Cynthia, I’m not entirely sure she can handle losing Lilith. It still haunts us that we will never know what happened to Cynthia. I know you don’t have children yourself, so you couldn’t possibly know the terror of waking up to find that your little princess was not in her bed come morning. The guards saw nothing, and after all this time, we have yet to find a single lead to point us towards what may have happened.
Now our other daughter is gone, and although we know her whereabouts, it is quite as awful as when Cynthia vanished. Except now, we also must deal with the pain that our child is actively working against us and all we stand for. What could have possibly happened, Dahlia, that could make Lilith forget the morals and views we have taught to her since hatching? What did Aonani and I do wrong?
It feels now more than ever that we have failed as parents. We were so caught up in raising future rulers and leading our people, we must have missed the warning signs. If only we spent more time with our daughter, maybe none of this would be happening. What will happen if the people find out? When the people find out? Who in their right mind would support a ruler whose own family turned towards darkness?
Dahlia, we don’t know what to do. While I know your job is to advise us in matters pertaining to leading the land, you are mine and Aonani’s closest friend. We trust you and are confiding with you in this time of darkness. Please, Dahlia. Please help us figure out how to bring our daughter home.
Your Friend,
King Mordecai
Letter 3 wrote:Sunfair, Day 33, Year 647
My Majesty,
There is much sorrow in my heart for your family. I cannot even imagine the suffering you and your mate are feeling right now. Please express my condolences to my Queen.
It’s unsurprising she is unwell during this hardship. Sunfair’s heat certainly can’t be helping. The stress and grief alone are enough to drive even the gods to sickness. The pain of losing one child is enough to break the strongest of souls, let alone the loss of two. While Lilith is still known to live, I can only imagine it feels that she has walked with the protector of the unliving, Lady Laurel to our final resting grounds of Mau-Vah. However hard it may be, though, King Mordecai, you must remain strong not only for Queen Aonani, but for all your subjects. They look up to you in this time of darkness. Do not abandon them now when they need your guidance and gentle but firm leadership the most.
I know it can feel like you have failed your duty as a parent, however that is not the case. Children grow and develop into their own being, and the best we can do is hope to influence their development for the better. You have taught Princess Lilith the lessons needed to rule the kingdom fairly, and I know you did your best to impress the morals you hold which are valued so highly by the kingdom. It is now in her hands to act upon those lessons.
My Majesty, if I may be so bold, perhaps what she has done is not entirely her fault either. I have been reading on the ways of magic and how mages acquire their powers. While it is not well known or well-studied, I consulted with your Mages’ Circle to further understand my knowledge of this matter just for you. (And maybe for my own curiosity as well, if I am being honest.) It is my understanding that a mage’s magical abilities are gifts from the gods or demigods themselves, and the class of magic they excel in directly correlates with which deity gifted them their abilities. Marrock, your restoration mage, was gifted by the demigod of healing. Shay, your conjuration specialist, receives her power from the deity of Fire, Dea Ignis. I was also informed that you and your mate received your magical abilities directly from the god of creation and life, Apollo. In addition, because of your royal status, you have been gifted magical talent beyond that of the average being.
Obviously, you are aware of this fact, and that is why our kingdom serves for him and his cause. What puzzles me, is that you have not even considered the option that Lilith had been given gifts from Brigor. Perhaps she is unable to stay at the castle because he has chosen her, and she is helpless to fight the calling. We are aware that Elysium and Belladonna both receive their power from the Demon of Death; however, they may not have been granted as strong of abilities as she has. She has royal blood like you two. If you are bound to Apollo’s will in return for magical prowess, perhaps the same has happened to her.
I know you do not want to think about it, but as your advisor, I am forced to tell you the truth, no matter how difficult it may be to hear. I hope after this letter you still choose to have me be your advisor. I am honored that you have considered me your friend, and I hope this does not change that.
Yours truly,
Lady Dahlia
Letter 4 wrote:Sunfair, Day 55, Year 647
Our Dearest Lilith,
We would like to apologize for our previously aggressive letters. Your mother and I acted poorly and instinctively. We have taken some time to try to process the information that has been passed to us. During these past few weeks, we have realized we would much rather have you in our lives than not at all.
We have not been fair towards you. We do not know the full circumstances of your alliance with Brigor, nor could we hope to ever understand if we didn’t try to talk to you about it. It is understandable if you don’t want to talk to us about it at all. It is your life, and you should do as you see fit. We do wonder the possibilities of whether you are bound to his will or not due to gifts of power and magic.
Perhaps it is time your mother and I told you more about our alliance in hopes you see where we are coming from. We have been gifted magical talent by the god of creation, Apollo. I've been told I was bestowed with the gifts of death and destruction immediately upon hatching to the previous queen and king, whereas your mother informed me Apollo chose her for powers of life and creation when she was three years of age. Because we both came from royal lineage, Apollo gifted each of us more powerful abilities to help rule the kingdom. In return, we were bound to his will.
We did not start this war against the dark magics. Apollo waged war against his counterpart, and we were helpless against the call to fight. The gods’ war turned into our own, causing the blood shed and tragedy across the land. It has divided our people into two, which we are regretful and sorrowful for, but we cannot help it. Mine and your mother’s opposite abilities make us a powerful pair for Apollo, however, and he has no wish to stop using us as his pawns.
Against Apollo’s word, we are halting the hunts for the time being. Your safety is of the most concern for us, and we would not want to see you fall into harm’s way. While I seem to be doing okay disobeying the god’s orders, your mother seems to be struggling more. We are not sure how much longer we will continue to be able defy Apollo’s will, but for your sake, we will continue to try.
I wish I could tell you everything was okay at home, but that would be lying. Your mother is severely ill with grief during your absence. She cannot sleep and refuses to eat. Speaking to her is like speaking to a wall, and I cannot even get her to leave her room. It breaks my heart to see her suffer like this, but she is severely distraught over your absence. I am unsure of how much is you missing and how much is fighting off Apollo’s will. On top of that, we are doing our best to answer a barrage of questions asked about your disappearance. We will continue to do our best to help keep your cover as long as we can.
Your mother and I have another confession to tell you. You are not an only child, Lilith. It is time you knew. You have a sister, Lilith. Her name is Cynthia, and she was absolutely wonderful. We haven’t told you before because we always thought maybe your sister would return to us, but after all these years, it no longer seems to be the case. One night, however, something happened after we tucked her into bed. When we went to check on her in the morning, she was no longer there. It has been years, and we have no leads. We feel the empty hole her absence has left us every day, and now with you gone, the pain has increased tenfold. It is like a piece of us has been wrenched from our souls. We miss you Lilith. To us, you will always be our little girl.
Please. Please just let us know you are okay.
Love,
Dad
Letter 5 wrote:Sunfair, Day 86, Year 647
Mother and Father,
I have written and rewritten this letter over a hundred times it feels. I just don’t know how to say what I need to. It is against Brigor’s judgement that I write to you, however I feel you have the right to know what is going on in my life.
As you have suspected, Brigor has granted me magical abilities beyond that of average in return for my loyalty. As you know, it was not really a choice, but something thrust upon me suddenly. I have been aware of my talents for a few years, but only in the last year has he called upon me to study as to further my magical power.
It is not completely as you think though. I have been granted the position of being Brigor’s right hand man per say, and he confides in me about almost everything. Yes, the war we are fighting is between the gods, however, were you aware it is Apollo leading the fights? Brigor never retaliates, but only fights to defend himself and his mages. Apollo fears Brigor’s power and wishes to eradicate him in hopes of becoming the most powerful deity. Currently, Brigor holds the most power and has control over more kinds of magic than Apollo, which is why Apollo is trying to recruit other gods, so he has their mages’ fealty as well.
I would like to be very clear that I never divulged our kingdom’s secrets, and Brigor would never ask it of me. The sneaking around and the secrecy has all been fear of your guys’ reactions. I never wanted to keep it a secret, I just wanted to be able to learn more of my power and to study directly under he who grants me my power.
That all being said, I have some interesting information regarding your magic, Father. It was one of the first things Brigor informed me of when I left the castle. It is Brigor, not Apollo, who gifts you your magic, and thinking about it, it only makes sense. You control death and destruction, like I. How would Apollo be the one to grant you that magic? It also explains why you have been able to fight off Apollo’s orders whereas Mother is struggling. He has not called upon you and your power because he does not desire that kind of control. He seeks to share his knowledge and power with the world, but because of current events, he is vastly misunderstood except by a select few. (Of course, there are those who abuse his power, but he cares for them all the same.)
One last thing, Mom and Dad. You have a grandchild now. Her name is Kali, and she is amazing. You see, during my studies, Brigor and I grew close. He is the father, but it is no reason to be upset. Kali is an incredible viscling, and she will be an incredible demigod if she is anything like her father. Keeping the pregnancy and an egg a secret was excruciating, especially when I wanted to share the excitement so badly with you two. I wish more than anything you could meet her. However, at this time it is unsafe to bring Brigor’s child into the castle grounds. I do not foresee that going over well.
I’m sorry. I’m sorry for everything I have put you two through. I am glad you have come around somewhat, and I hope eventually we will be able to put an end to this foolish war. Keeping Kali away from her grandparents is painful, and I hope only short term.. One day soon, I hope you will be able to meet her. Until the kingdom is a safer place for us, we must stay away though. I am sure you understand. This will be my last time writing until that time comes, for the safety of my family.
Your daughter,
Lilith
Letter 6 wrote:Sunfair, Day 88, Year 647
Our most precious Lilith,
Thank you for responding to us Lilith and for showing us the truth. We will see what we can do about stopping this foolish war. We love you, so very much.
Love,
Mom and Dad
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Mordecai, Lilith, Aonani, Dahlia, Laurel, and Kali belong to me
Cynthia belongs to Humerussin and is used with permission