okay so i have autism, right? and so sometimes, with some autistic people, when things are too stressful or they're too fatigued or whatever they legit cannot talk, right? only make a few noises, if that, right? well, guess what happened to me? take a wild guess.
i've been this way since, what, 9:40 or so? and it's about 5:20 here now, so it's been hours and hours and hours and almost nObody is making an effort to understand what i'm trying to tell them. i'll use a few basic signs and then mime the rest, and i'm only trying to say like one or two words, and they still don't understand. i show them what the signs mean, i make it painfully obvious, and they still don't get it. so i dunno, shoutout to those who actually try to understand the mute without forcing them to write or type or whatever or just having them wait until they can write or type. thAnk you for at least making an effort!
i'm just so frustrated. i have no idea how long this will last. it's awful awful awful and i just want to speak. i just want to be normal..
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