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now a days i've noticed everything is about fame. people dont want to be your friends for you, they only want to brag to others about how they are friends with some famous person. All the youtubers out there make friends with fans, and over half of them only like it to brag to their friends about how they are besties with some youtuber with over 2 million subs.

its been raining a lot here, and honestly, i used to hate rain, now, i enjoy it. I feel the world is crying with me. Depression has been worse lately with everything thats been going on. I wish i had friends who texted me back, played CS, enjoyed things that i like so i wasn't so alone.

i've seen when someone gets featured, its like automatic fame. Everyone wants to be your friend, you have people always supporting you. It doesn't matter what your personality is, doesn't matter about anything, except talent, and looks. Your automatically famous if you want sing well, you have amazing looks, a great artist, an amazing youtuber, or really anything along those lines.

I have no idea why im bullied or when i try to make friends im always turned down or ignored. But im too shy to do anything. I suffer from terrible depression, anxiety, and mild eating disorders. the internet was supposed to help me, meet new people who share the same interests as me, enjoy doing what i like, but nope. Im just the same as i am in real life. I sit up in my room all day not facing anyone. And when i do face people in public, its not me. Its just a mask. Something to hide the shy, depressed, person i am. I don't know what to do anymore.

i think thats all the ranting ill do for today

[Michael's Fan.]

now a days i've noticed everything is about fame. people dont want to be your friends for you, they only want to brag to others about how they are friends with some famous person. All the youtubers out there make friends with fans, and over half of them only like it to brag to their friends about how they are besties with some youtuber with over 2 million subs.

its been raining a lot here, and honestly, i used to hate rain, now, i enjoy it. I feel the world is crying with me. Depression has been worse lately with everything thats been going on. I wish i had friends who texted me back, played CS, enjoyed things that i like so i wasn't so alone.

i've seen when someone gets featured, its like automatic fame. Everyone wants to be your friend, you have people always supporting you. It doesn't matter what your personality is, doesn't matter about anything, except talent, and looks. Your automatically famous if you want sing well, you have amazing looks, a great artist, an amazing youtuber, or really anything along those lines.

I have no idea why im bullied or when i try to make friends im always turned down or ignored. But im too shy to do anything. I suffer from terrible depression, anxiety, and mild eating disorders. the internet was supposed to help me, meet new people who share the same interests as me, enjoy doing what i like, but nope. Im just the same as i am in real life. I sit up in my room all day not facing anyone. And when i do face people in public, its not me. Its just a mask. Something to hide the shy, depressed, person i am. I don't know what to do anymore.

i think thats all the ranting ill do for today

Hello, I have the same problem as you, just I don't have depression.
I have social anxiety and social awkwardness, and it is hard to make friends, thats why I have only 1 good-ish friend.
When I read this post, I instantly though "I could be friends with this person!! and make them happy!".
If you want, I could be your friend and cheer you up! I will like you like someone with a million youtube subs!
I can help you get over your depression c:
My mom is trying to help me get friends, and she just says say Hello and how are you! c:
Hello, how are you c:?

[Michael's Fan.]

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