my mother became weak in breathing. she was about to start another cancer treatment which had been delayed for so long until she had to be taken to the hospital, and now its too late. tomorrow she will pass on. she was put on a ventilator to keep her breathing, but now its only keeping her alive. the hospice said she will be given medication, then taken off the tubes and should loose the need for air and just fades away peacefully. it still hurts because you never want to let someone important go. i drew her and a horse i had seen in her photo album. she seemed so young and so at peace and i hope she reunites with any animals who journeyed along with her in life.
i hope she sees her mom in the afterlife.
i hope shes at peace and all goes well.
i honestly wish her last moments she could say something to me. i miss her voice, her smile, her laugh. i miss her. she is unconscious while in use of the ventilator so i wont get to hear her again when she is peacefully put down.
the cancer that brought her down, from lung, to liver, to brain and all back around. you've fought for so long i just wish i could have assisted you in the battle against a multiplying untamed beast. im a huge wreck in emotions currently. but at least she'll be at peace. im pretty young to loose my mother. i just wish i didn't have people tell me she'd get better. because there was still a possibility she wouldn't.
please be at peace in the afterlife mom. i love you. ill come to your grave at mothers day and give you flowers. i honestly cant imagine life without you but thats what im going to be thrown into. ill stay strong for you mom. i love you so damn much.
she'd say im the one reason shes fighting for. but im glad she can lay down away from the battle at peace. you'll still see me mom, you'll see me become something great.
goodbye mom.
i hope she sees her mom in the afterlife.
i hope shes at peace and all goes well.
i honestly wish her last moments she could say something to me. i miss her voice, her smile, her laugh. i miss her. she is unconscious while in use of the ventilator so i wont get to hear her again when she is peacefully put down.
the cancer that brought her down, from lung, to liver, to brain and all back around. you've fought for so long i just wish i could have assisted you in the battle against a multiplying untamed beast. im a huge wreck in emotions currently. but at least she'll be at peace. im pretty young to loose my mother. i just wish i didn't have people tell me she'd get better. because there was still a possibility she wouldn't.
please be at peace in the afterlife mom. i love you. ill come to your grave at mothers day and give you flowers. i honestly cant imagine life without you but thats what im going to be thrown into. ill stay strong for you mom. i love you so damn much.
she'd say im the one reason shes fighting for. but im glad she can lay down away from the battle at peace. you'll still see me mom, you'll see me become something great.
goodbye mom.



























