Aw! I hate it when people tell others they're only looking for attention when they ask for help. It defeats the purpose and prevents some from asking for help again. If this has happened to you do not give up hope! There are others who do care for you, and they will care for you if you let them. I know it can be scary sometimes, but you need to be brave! It's easier said then done, but never lose faith. Your life matters. If you want to talk about anything, I'd be happy to lend a hand to you!
Also, I just wanna say this art looks awesome, you gave it a really cool effect! I like the colors and the overall composition of this drawing. I've never seen a style like yours before, please draw more in the oekaki! 0: