[pim]

Username ; Leslie
Name ; Yagovkin 'Lowell' Zakharovich [Lowell means young wolf]
Gender ; Nonbinary [He/They]

Personality;

The best way to describe Yagovkin is that he's vurnerably mortal. A complex being that keeps learning drom the things around him, he never fixates to one thing and is very fluid. Things change, people change, he changes. As a child, he has sworn to himself that he won't let a word define who he is, as a definition is fixed and always have the same meaning. He wants to develop, he isn't perfect and he knows that, he just wants to be himself.

An Anarchist at heart, Yagovkin never understood the point of following rules even as a child. He got in trouble a lot, bad no friends, stuff happens, basically his childhood wasn't a happy one. He ran away from home when he was 13, as when he enrolled highschool, everything just went south. He only needed a few months of observing everyone and re-thinking about his life to know that it just isn't worth it. His parents didn't care, he has fled home many times before and returned since he was too dependent. Sometimes they don't even realize he isn't home for a week. No missing person report was filed and he was on a train crossing the country with a bag of all the things he needed.

Yagovkin- now 'Lowell', what he had introduced himself as to everyone- is very observant of things around him, and often go people-watching in the mall when he was living in the streets. Not exactly homeless, though, as he lived with an adult acquintance he met online. Which is quiet dangerous and irresponsible but Lowell couldn't take care of himself, no matter how much he thinks he could. He's nice, however. Looked up to the guy, even. He's rarely home but when he is, Lowell isn't, since Lowell would go out at night to observe the streets or go to the big city. Truth is, Lowell would rather just stay in the house and never go out anymore since he have everything he needed. He just wanted to go out and know that he isn't alone.

Lowell lives in a world of delusion. He never finished education but knew the basics, who needs school when you have wikipedia anyway. He can't be alone without anyone he knew, or his mind would think that he is alone and anyone he knew of had been erased. It's bizzare, but when he's a teenager, being alone for years like that made him live on the edge. He didn't care for others, no one cared for him, after all. He grew fond if the anxiety and dread, it was his only friend. Expect maybe Oli, the guy he met online. He was sent to prison after the first year he fled home however. Sentenced for twenty years under the charge of first-degree murdet, a passionate crime. It was all over the news. Lowell visitd him on occasions, the guy's still chill.

[Alihorse]

Username; Alihorse
Name; Female
Gender; Neko Machi
Personality; Neko is a loud pup. She has always loved drums and playing guitar.
Extra; art will be made because I want this so bad

[houndpine]

Username; draumr
Name; ichabod
Gender; male
Personality; wip
Extra; wip

[skywalker,]

Username; skywalker,
Name; Luka
Gender; male
Personality;
Luka is generally a quiet boy. He sleeps about 85% of the day away, and the rest of
the day is spent either staring at the clouds of chatting in a whisper to his few friends.
He is usually seen pondering things and mulling over situations, but that takes energy,
so he sleeps on it most of the time. He loves his rock and roll music, and will listen to
it when he is just sitting about. Although Luka is that guy who seems like a total dead-weight
and is no fun what-so-ever, he actually isn't. He loves sports, Tackle Rugby being his
favourite sport. He also enjoys playing Guitar on his own; It makes him feel calm when
he is having a rough day.
Extra;

Luka listening to some music, trying not to fall asleep.

[vympyre]

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username; trans | name; mabeline "mabel" parker | gender; female (she/her)

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personality; mabel is one hundred percent the loud and proud type. she loves to have fun, break some stuff, and relax with her friends at the end of the day. when there's a party to be had, rest assured, mabel will be there thirty minutes early, probably planning to spike the punch bowl or jack up the speakers to max volume while no one's looking. if her friends are out doing things that would probably land them in some serious hot water, mabel is always there as back up with her dad's old lacrosse stick hanging over her shoulder. frequently, one can hear her complain about her mom throwing out the softball bats because "those would work so much better than this lame stick!"

mabel's got a big mouth on her and she's not afraid to use it. if you say something stupid or ignorant or you're acting plain gross, mabel wont hesitate to call you out for it. she's a take no crap kind of gal, and if you're being a major jerk, she'll be one of the first to tell you so.

mabel's also a slacker. a pretty big slacker, actually. she hates doing work, and even more so when she's being told to do it. she's got a history with her teachers for not doing her homework, she's frequently late to her job (which leaves everyone wondering why she hasn't gotten fired yet), and asking her to do you a favor on a set date is like trying to pull teeth from an unwilling, screaming toddler and laughing gas isnt an option.

mabel is known to be violent at times, and if you get on her bad side, she'll not hesitate to scare the wits out of you and anyone else who crosses her or messes with her friends. she's a "punch first, ask questions later" kind of person, and often this attitude gets her in trouble, but she couldnt care less. she's doing what she thinks is right, and that's all that matters to her in the end. related to her anger is her inability to control herself. a lot of the time she doesnt know her own limits, or recognize boundaries physical, unstated, or metaphorical/imaginary, and this behavior often turns people away from her. she's prone to violent outbursts and seemingly random acts of aggression, and her temper is highly volatile. because of this, her friends try to keep her happy and content as often as possible, hoping it will help to keep her anger issues at bay.

mabel's moral compass is the driving force behind most of her actions. if she thinks something is right, then she'll do it without hesitation unless told otherwise by someone she trusts, and even then, it takes a lot of convincing to make her turn her back on her instincts. she trusts her moral compass to the point of dependency, and often, her friends worry this reliance on her gut judgement will get her seriously hurt or in big trouble one day. so far, she's been lucky, but only time will tell of the road mabel will go down.

mabel doesnt really have any special talents or hobbies, and what little interests she does have are considered foolish to her parents. her dreams, as a result, are nothing but childhood memories. she doesnt speak up about what she wants, at least not in the home she was raised in, and around her parents, she doesnt mutter a peep about what she's been up to except for the rare times they ask about how school is going. mabel, having been raised in a strict religious household, has never been the child everyone expected her to be. when she was five, sure, she was the perfect little girl and she went to sermons like her family wanted her to and she wore cutesy dresses and hair bows and polka dot stockings with matching mary janes, but that was a whole twelve years ago. she's seventeen now, and she wants to taste life for herself. she wants to be free from the heavy expectations placed upon her by those around her. she wants to feel what it feels like to not have to worry about the future, or.. anything really. she desperately wishes her family would understand, but knows it's a pointless endeavor.

mabel's a pretty poor planner, and even worse with anything to do with money. she doesnt know how to save money without being tempted to use it (and then actually using it), she doesnt know what to do with extra money so she ends up spending the leftovers too, or sometimes, gives it away to friends, and she hasnt got any grasp on taxes or thinking her purchases ahead. this often lands her in some hot water with exhausted employees who dont have time for her lack of management skills, which has led her to actually get banned from a store for a whole month once.

mabel enjoys hanging out with her friends more than anything else, and if she could, she'd spend all of her time with them. though this isnt the case by any means, and while she spends a lot of time with them, she also spends a lot of time away from them as well. mabel is horribly clingy and constantly seeks attention however, so she often feels worthless and unimportant when the people she loves the most arent around. even if she tells herself that she does matter, that she does mean something, she still feels awful until she sees them again. it's challenging to make friends because of this; when they realize how clingy she is, they usually get as far away as possible before she gets too attached (assuming she isnt already). mabel's also been kicked out of friend groups before for her clingy behavior, and although she's always going to be bitter about it, she knows she really has no one to blame but herself.

this is not to say she doesnt like being alone on some occasions. when the world is getting too much and everything seems to annoy her and she's on the brink of a breakdown, mabel secludes herself and comes to appreciate the solitude she so adamantly rejects most of the time. she finds herself fleeing into its embrace more and more often as of late, hiding herself away from others and talking into the nothingness that surrounds her. it fills her with a sense of relief, knowing she can tell it everything and it will never tell a single soul what she's said. mabel has always had issues with talking about her feelings, so spilling her thoughts and emotions to something that cant make fun of her or scold her or just in general talk back and talk over her is something she appreciates more than she'll ever be able to express. it's always been a big pet peeve of hers and the main reason she turns away from talking about herself and her life; she doesnt want people to talk her down or patronize her, she just wants them to listen. the silence and solitude of her quiet place gives her that.

mabel, like all people, has a guilty pleasure. mabel's is her stuffed animal collection. despite constant scolding from her family to get rid of them all, she doesnt, and her collection grows only bigger. at its current point, it takes two and a half large boxes to hold them all, but she doesnt mind having so many, in fact, she loves it. she loves all of her stuffed animals equally, and wouldnt trade any of them for anything. each one has a special meaning to her, and giving them away would be like giving away bits of her soul. her first stuffed animal, and what got her into collecting them, is a large creamy-tan bear she's suitably named "Mr. Bear," and she always has him sitting prim and proper on her bed. she has long since lost his original bow tie, but bought him a new one from the local thrift shop.

mabel also has a small interest in vintage comics and figurines, as well as bootleg merchandise and spin-off series. she has a significantly-sized collection of off-brand items and bootlegs that she has tucked away under her bed in a bunch of assorted boxes, and a bunch of old stuff from the garage and the attic that she stowed away in her closet. she rarely if ever shows anybody her collections, so seeing it is treated as a sign of trust and respect in mabel's mind. she wouldnt show it to anyone she doesnt completely trust, which is why it's reserved for only the most important people in her life.

her most precious items are her lacrosse stick and her sweatshirt. her lacrosse stick is a huge part of her persona, and she wouldnt dare go anywhere without it. mabel had found the old thing in the garage, among various other boxes of her parents stuff. she took the stick since it looked cool, and she figured she could use it to give somebody a good hit in the face with it if she ever found herself being followed. for all she complains about it, she secretly loves it, and she thinks it makes her look super cool. baseball bats are so unoriginal anyway. as for her sweatshirt, mabel's signature teal-green sweatshirt she wears is something she holds very close to her heart. it was a gift from her grandmother she'd received the year before she died, and mabel wears it all the time to keep her grandmother's memory alive. the only time she takes it off is if absolutely necessary, like when she has to clean it or she's sleeping, she treasures it a lot, and she very rarely leaves home without it on. it's plain and green and she loves it just as much as those graphic hoodies with everyone's favorite tv shows and video games and whatever else that all the hipster kids liked to wear.

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[nyoovi]

Username; beep boop
Name; Lucas
Gender; transman
Personality;
Extra; ( Optional; 1 art or 300 word limit)
Wip

[Hinoka]

mark what a dreamer boi ♡

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Username;
Name;
Gender;
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[huddson]

Username; Stargazing
Name; Caspar
Gender; Male
Personality; "No stop I'm trying to be cool"