[Spacejump zoroark]

Little vent,
I haven't been into my school for about 2 weeks (excluding half term.) My anxiety has been off the walls and making me terrified of the smallest of things, even getting out of bed is a hassle. Today and yesterday I was doing better and was going to go in, however that fell short when I found myself in imense pain from 9 till 12. I've been to a doctor whose perscribed me Antidepressants, but I am very reluctant to take them. I don't feel as if it's necessary and, from what i've seen, they can make a person worse. I don't feel suicidal, nor depressed, nor do I have lows that last for too long. I just feel like I need to relax rather than worry. I haven't been to a maths lesson in over 5 weeks either. I'm dropping media to have group sessions for maths. I have my GCSE's this year and am certain I'll fail my maths exams. My geography is naf currently, but other then those two my subjects are on point. I don't see a reason for myself to be so nervous, but that's anxiety for you! It seems that I'll just have to be content with what I have. Fail or not, GCSE's aren't the 'be all end all', people make it by without any grades at all. I don't really have anyone besides my parents and school councilors to talk to about this. My school friends are idiots who'd most likely make fun of the situation, and I'd be expected to laugh along with them. Idiots or not they're what I'm stuck with, stuck in a limbo of comfort and loneliness. (though my Xbox buddies are amazing in terms of support)
I'm not sad though. I'm never sad for long. I have a wonderful veiw out of my window where I can see both sunrise and sunset, reminding me that I'm still going.

[justina valentine]

This art is amazing!

[Spacejump zoroark]

This art is amazing!

Thank you dearly!

[Arabelle]

This is stunning! I hope things get better for you.

[*JACKAL*]

Feel better soon. And good luck in you GCSE's. Nice to know your on X Box

Lovely piece by the way!

[Spacejump zoroark]

Feel better soon. And good luck in you GCSE's. Nice to know your on X Box

Lovely piece by the way!

This is stunning! I hope things get better for you.

Thank you both, so very much

[eltonn]

that art is beautiful, and in my opinion should either be moved to intermediate or featured.
and good luck on your GCSEs! And if anyone tries to put you down, don't listen to them. People who put others down have been put down themselves. Just know that you are important and it doesn't matter what they think!

[Spacejump zoroark]

that art is beautiful, and in my opinion should either be moved to intermediate or featured.
and good luck on your GCSEs! And if anyone tries to put you down, don't listen to them. People who put others down have been put down themselves. Just know that you are important and it doesn't matter what they think!

Yep! Don't worry about those people who talk behind your back, they're behind you for a reason...!

Cheers guys, and athough nobody is chatting bad tosh about me, and saying bad things about me is more up front than behind, kind words always help