[pikianoa]

when you've been listening to different moods of music and reading well written fan fiction. these are so sloppy but the serve their purpose. the feeling you get when an ending is happy yet sad or just happy or just sad and you've been crying and people think somethings wrong with you and you just wanna die cause it hurts. and the emotion you can't place, it hurts, but it's not exactly sadness. it excites you but you're not happy. if any of you don't feel like this ever, ask me and i'll post a link to fics that do this to me.

ps, my hair looks different because I have mood hair.