by feverrr » Sat Jul 16, 2016 3:51 pm
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owner: flurr, ★•★ discord: flurr ★•★ name: Lexa ★•★ word: recumbentibus ★•★ art: link
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xxxxxxLexa is a villain, a snarling, menacing grin permanently plastered on her face. She has the eyes of
a killer, and isn't afraid to demolish the hopes and dreams of anyone who crosses paths with her. Just
kidding. She's the sweetheart of all sweethearts, couldn't hurt a fly. She's not cunning or brutal, or
anything close. But instead a gentle, angelic presence that aches to show others that she's not a monster;
just an innocent lil crybaby. She's prone to burst into tears at any moment, mostly due to the amount of
pressure that's been put upon her, to be cruel and violent, entirely because of her devilish outward
appearance. But Lexa is most definitely not that simple. ▒▒
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▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒★•★ "Victory stands on the back of sacrafice." ★•★
▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒xxxxxxLexa isn't a murderer, nor evil, or even rude. But she isn't perfect either. She's full of inner demons, eating away at her, and sometimes it takes a toll on her. She can be reckless and brash, and almost feels invincible after she's been through a horribly tough day. She doesn't know her limits, and crosses the line far too often to be adored by many. She messes up too much to be loved - or so she believes herself. When others attempt to befriend Lexa, she almost scares them away; but not with rash violence or corrupted intentions to harm; but by clinging to hard to anyone who nears her, that she can't stand them leaving for more than a moment. They tire of the never ending talking, and the overly attached nature she hides behind a wobbly smile or frown. The heaviness of her affection drives anyone away, and she can't stand it, so she forces herself away from them as punishment to herself for not being good enough. Her relationships rarely last longer than a week at most, before the other will become bored or even creeped out by her antics. Lexa doesn't give up though, and even if the rejections sink so deep into her skin that she can't seem to let go of them, she continues to try to befriend anyone who dares approach the cow. She hardly meets their expectations of down-to-earth, loud, and rude, but she tries her best to seem like an alright option for a friend.▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒★•★ "Sometimes you have to concede a battle to win a war." ★•★
▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒xxxxxxLexa nearly always comes off as weak to others; unable to forge deep relationships, and even more impaired when it comes to keeping them. But she could never deal the recumbentibus, and end anything herself; she simply hopes she'll be good enough, and holds on until they let go themselves. This is one of the hardest things for her to grasp about herself. She practices over and over, how she'll break off relations with a stablemate the next morning, but when it truly comes down to it, the words become stuck in her throat, and she instead resorts to burying her head in her thick fur, and pretending she never wanted to let go of anyone. She appears disabled in the art of making and keeping friendships alive, and perhaps it's true. But she'd never admit it. Lexa is too oblivious, even to things she knows in her heart, that she chooses to believe it's always a certain trait in the other that caused them to break away. After all; she believes in soulmates, even if hers seems to be taking their time. One dat, some cow or bull will appear to sweet her off her hooved feet, and love her without an end. She relishes in knowing - or hoping - that there is indeed someone out there, built for her and her only, with nobody else to compete for affections with. Someone who'll approach believing that maybe she's not half bad, despite her looks. But what if her soulmate was one who already rejected her? Who cut the red string of fate short.▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒★•★ "The dead are gone, the living are hungry." ★•★
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★•★ "...Maybe life should be about more than just surviving." ★•★
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feverrr on Sun Jul 17, 2016 2:43 pm, edited 16 times in total.