I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky,
Like a bird so high,
Oh I might just try,
I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky,
Like a bird so high,
Oh I might just try,
Oh I might just try.
-Hollywood Undead ~ Bullet
Like a bird so high,
Oh I might just try,
I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky,
Like a bird so high,
Oh I might just try,
Oh I might just try.
-Hollywood Undead ~ Bullet
- "I could physically feel you losing interest in me. Our 3 a.m. conversations had turned into 3 minute chats. Everything was surface level, and it absolutely broke my heart because I wanted nothing more than to have you back in my life. I felt like screaming at you to just Speak to me, but I knew it was futile. Sometimes no matter how much two people want to make it work, it’s not meant to happen."
Sorry guys for some vent art, I am just feeling lonely and this friend that I used to love like a sister and spend almost everyday with has just thrown me to the side over and over. And she says she'll change whenever I tell her I just can't do it anymore, but she never does. I knew I was being turned into her last choice when two years ago she began to ditch me over and over and even when she was literally at my side ready to hangout with me, she would go to another friend. And I do understand that I'm not the only friend, but she was my only friend. I would wait until she was free or wanted to hangout with me and as time grew on we grew even more apart and I realized that we would never have the same friendship as we did. And it hurt me so much, she was the first person I had ever put my full trust into and I knew I would have to face the consequences of that sooner or later and it tore me apart. And even now the smallest hello from her gives me some hope that things will change but at the same time I know it wont. A lot of people tell me to give up on her but I do and don't want to give up on her, I miss her so much I miss hanging out with her and having these long chats and staying up late at night...But it's all gone, hopefully when I move I will find another friend to love almost as much as her.
And yes I love my girlfriend dearly and no I'm not saying I love this friend like my amazing girlfriend but this friend of mine was quite amazing too and I would always make time for her no matter what...
