[GhiraWar]

my anxiety is telling me the love of my life doesn't love me

that i'm not good enough for her
that i'm annoying
that i'm a pig
that I should burn in hell
and watch her love someone else
someone who's much better for her
if I cant be happy
then i'll be emotionless

no face to show emotion
that's alright

my parents called me weak physically and mentally
they laughed when I said I was actually strong
I laughed too
because it hurt too much to cry
nobody really cares that i'm hurting and I want it to end
oh well.

[Snowseph]

Ayyyo. I just wanted to pop in here to let you know that you're not alone. ;w; I have social anxiety and I know how anxiety can make you feel. Please believe me when I say you're worth it. On the flip side, let's say you're "not good enough" for your partner (not that you are), but does it matter? I'm sure they love you for who you are, or they wouldn't be with you. They obviously love you, flaws and all.

Anyways, if you need someone to talk to, I'm always open to PMs. <3 I don't bite!!