[ThatPinkThing]

I don't want to talk about irl stuff.
I want to be happy but I'm terrified. I wish I could celebrate but I'm terrified. I know you are happy but she was too, and I was left alone. I was stabbed in the back and she left me to bleed. I know you won't purposely do the same, but nevertheless I'm so scared. I'm so scared of losing you. Because I didn't realize it but I'm broken. And you were holding me in your hands while the glue set. But now you've left and I can't help but wonder if I'll be strong enough. I want your strength around me again. I want your warmth. She left me and I froze so bad I cracked and shattered. Please, please don't do what she did. I'm so scared. I'm so sorry. Please don't go.