"Its hot."
"Its the desert."
"But I'm tired and hot...."
"We have to keep walking."
"But I'm darker!"
"We have to keep walking, or would you rather die?"
"BUT! I DON'T WANNA WALK ANYMORE! WHY CAN'T WE STOP?!"
We did stop. Because I was being Naive, we did stop. He left. What was I supposed to do? I'm a brat, a royal brat. I'm not used to having to walk like that. I didn't mean to drive him nuts every day. I didn't want to be left for dead. I could be better. I'm sure I could get better. I wouldn't complain, if he'd just come back to save me. Was that the reason he left? Or the fact that there was someone there that morning? I don't know what happened. All that I know is that I want to change. I have to change. I don't want to die. I'm not going to die. I will find a way to survive this. Then maybe he'll come back. Maybe he'll agree to be my eyes again.
I have changed.
I won'tbe that royal brat anymore.
I won't be a pest.
I will be me, The person I truelly am.
But what if he comes back? What could I do? Give in as a blind animal and allow him to do as he pleases? I don't think I could let him lead me around. I'm not complaining anymore. I can do this by myself. I still don't know what to do if he comes back. Its too confusing. I don't think I could face him, even if I won't be able to see him. I wish I knew what to do.. I wish I knew what to feel.. But I still have no idea. Is this something I should do? Should I run? Should I look for him? Should I stay?
"How am I supposed to feel?.."
"Its the desert."
"But I'm tired and hot...."
"We have to keep walking."
"But I'm darker!"
"We have to keep walking, or would you rather die?"
"BUT! I DON'T WANNA WALK ANYMORE! WHY CAN'T WE STOP?!"
We did stop. Because I was being Naive, we did stop. He left. What was I supposed to do? I'm a brat, a royal brat. I'm not used to having to walk like that. I didn't mean to drive him nuts every day. I didn't want to be left for dead. I could be better. I'm sure I could get better. I wouldn't complain, if he'd just come back to save me. Was that the reason he left? Or the fact that there was someone there that morning? I don't know what happened. All that I know is that I want to change. I have to change. I don't want to die. I'm not going to die. I will find a way to survive this. Then maybe he'll come back. Maybe he'll agree to be my eyes again.
I have changed.
I won'tbe that royal brat anymore.
I won't be a pest.
I will be me, The person I truelly am.
But what if he comes back? What could I do? Give in as a blind animal and allow him to do as he pleases? I don't think I could let him lead me around. I'm not complaining anymore. I can do this by myself. I still don't know what to do if he comes back. Its too confusing. I don't think I could face him, even if I won't be able to see him. I wish I knew what to do.. I wish I knew what to feel.. But I still have no idea. Is this something I should do? Should I run? Should I look for him? Should I stay?
"How am I supposed to feel?.."
