[Nightfury_Rider]

Am I really that worthless and unnapreciated? I don't understand why you always go off with Lizzy, and never ask me if I want to come, and you jsut leave me there on my own, as it always has been.
I don't think you know how angry it makes me when you leave me out, and you go off with your new best friend who, as a matter of fact, was very very close to me, until you decided, "No! She's MINE! I won't let you near her!"
Ever since then, you've just been blanking me out, pretending I don't exist, and just generally being horrible. I don't understand what's wrong with me. I don't know why you really hate me so much, and I wish you'd just let me go close to Lizzy, maybe even talk or maybe, just maybe, let me have my own time with her.
Why do you hate me? Why don't you want me near Lizzy? Why? WHY? Please tell me before I go hide somewhere forever, or dig myself a hle and suffoate in it. I'd be so much happier then, because you'd be happy, and Lizzy would be sad because she cares about me, because she's my friend, or she was, until you decided that's not allowed.
Please tell me why you hate me and why you don't like me being within 5 metres of Lizzy. Actaully, no. You won't tell me anyways. I guess you'll just keep being horrible. Ignoring me, pretending I don't exist, thinking that you and Lizzy are the only people in the universe that matter, and thinking I'm just another idiot who's stupid, and annoying and nerdy, and you'll just never speak to me unless forced, and I won't be able to get anywhere near Lizzy ever again, since you hate me and want Lizzy all for yourself.
Charlotte's friends with her and you're fine with that, so WHAT'S SO WRONG WITH ME?

I just don't undertstand! PLEASE Tell ME WHY YOU THINK I AM SO WORTHLESS! WHY!? PLEASE!
All my light has gone and the darkness has taken over. All I have now are my favourite animated movies, the characters and the very few who actually care about me other than themselves. They are the very few people who I am friends with, and I know they love me and care for me as I do them, but you never have, and never will. It's just been pretending for these past four years, especially the last two.
You're always Lizzy this, Lizzy that, Lizzy's ponies, Lizzy got me this, Lizzy's so important, Lizzy EVERYTHING!

WHY DO YOU HATE ME! I NEED TO KNOW! WHY! W W H H Y Y!!!

Please... Just tell me...
Then maybe when I know the reason I won't have to kill myself.



Only Peachylion and xXSwiftKillXx know what's happening. FDon't ask them anything. It's far too personal.
It's pretty clear I've been havign a VERY tough time right now.

[TabbiKat]

You Will Get Through This. You are appreciated and you have more worth than you could ever know.
(here if you need to talk/rant)
{Many, Many Hugs to you]

[Nightfury_Rider]

It's amazing to know people still believe that.

Thank you so much! You have no idea how happy it makes me <33

[TabbiKat]

I know best friend troubles, believe me
Honestly, don't let people put you down.
If you want to talk to Lizzy, you should go ahead, stuff everyone else

[Nightfury_Rider]

Thank you so much! I'm very shy but I open up, so maybe I'll try talking to her tomorrow <333

[TabbiKat]

You should <33
Good luck, hope it's sorted out soon

[Nightfury_Rider]

So do I!

[oMallieKat]

Hnnn. You are amazing. The end. Don't ever have second thoughts. You are needed and i will NOT LET YOU FORGET> This world needs you. There are people you need to meet, places you need to go. Please don't give up, surround yourself in those who do care, block the ones who don't. You are fantastic and superbly wonderful.

[TabbiKat]

Hnnn. You are amazing. The end. Don't ever have second thoughts. You are needed and i will NOT LET YOU FORGET> This world needs you. There are people you need to meet, places you need to go. Please don't give up, surround yourself in those who do care, block the ones who don't. You are fantastic and superbly wonderful.

AGREED

[Kaishine]

You seem like an amazing person, and I've had this problem myself, with a girl name Sage.
another one of my "friends" stole her from me and decided I didn't matter anymore, just so long as Sage was around with her and only her.
I am here for you Nightfury, and I know some of your pain though ours is a little different.
Just hang in there, and I can tell you are an amazing person by how much you care about Lizzy, and how much you want her to realize what she is putting you through, and what the other girl is putting you through as well. I wish I could help, but the only service I can offer is a shoulder to cry on, warm arms to hold you, and ears to listen to you when you speak. here is my offer, you don't have to take it, just know I'm here alright?
You are amazing, wonderful, kind and caring, and I hope they realize that what they are doing is HORRID and it just like torturing someone. Good luck my dear, and I hope the days brighten for you <3