[elyx]

i'll just be waiting in this hole of sadness for weeks until you decide to act all bff'y and pretend like nothing ever happened
you can't just have me when you want me, or replace me
i'm a friend not a dish towel
i wish i had the courage to stand up to you and not hang out with you ever again
but you do something horrible to me every day so who knows what would happen
i guess i'm used to it but it hurts every time
it doesn't help that you try to turn my other friends against me
and it seems to be working

vent...
at least all you internet people are kind
but when you do something hurtful we can just block you
i wish i could do that to them