[mikami]

ily guys and all but why did u put up with my edginess back then

[$moke]

wow,this is goint to look real awesome!
i love that they more look friendly,its less dark than your other pics of sparki-i ever wished to see her kinda happy^^
(ok,there is that knife....but she Looks sexy here )
you draw zim cute as usual,and im curious about that new guy,donnerschlag (yaaay,my language again^^)

only question:where is blitz?

p.s. : im glad that youre Feeling better now! you´re an awesome Artist,and everyone who try to bring you down is just an big dump meanie who´s opinion is as worth as an big bowl of nothing!

[mikami]

Thanks~
Sparki represents me and I really have been wishing to make her look more.... Herself. And I've been trying to pull myself out of this depression or whatever else it could be called. I've recently been seeing some things that made me think 'hey, I'm not as useless as I thought.' So I'm trying my best to go back to how I was 2 years or so ago. ^^" It may be hard, but its worth it in the end.

And yeah, Donnerschlag... :3 I need to draw him more often. Donnerschlag and Blitzschatten, they're brothers and all. I just couldn't fit Blitz in this pic because the larger canvas thing isn't avaliable in Beginner's Oekaki. My only concern at the moment is that I forgot to get my homework for English and Science, but I figure I have time in the morning to finish since its like 2 questions.. But other than that, I'm not really that depressed.

And thanks, it really means a lot - Most of my concern in 2012 was some guy in my class that really made my life miserable. He called me worthless and a few years back (when I started getting this way) he was actually hitting me and stuff at school. But he's being less physically abusive, now he's just leaving me alone with the exception of the occasional insult. The reason that I keep venting is because of certain things that are going on currently - and certain things that really make me spiteful. Plus, I'm sort of socially awkward (Okay, very socially awkward) and people at my school spread rumours about quiet, shy people... But the inspiration came from me finding my extremely old notebooks and I saw my old fursona, Sparkey (Not the one in this pic, she's a normal pikachu) and my older characters. They weren't really creative or special.. But the pictures weren't depressing and they looked like someone else drew them. Memories came flooding back and I just wanted to be that girl again. Now that's my life goal. I may vent a little here and there, but I won't always be depressed. I'll do whatever it takes just to be a better person now.
Ahh, such a long rant D:>
Sorry if I bored you - I tend to rant a lot. X3
Again, thank you for your comment.

[$moke]

dude,you didn´t bored me-im glad that you found your way out of that "dark hole thingy" the awkward sandwichbrain at your School pushed you in!
ist really going to make me sad,verry sad-it seems that nearly the half of the amazing cs-artists haves Problems with bullies,and i just dont know why-you and all the others seems so nice here on cs,maybe a bit Special,but thats what´s interesting about people-who wants to spend his time on some of theese overly boring,self centered People who are all the same,just like clones?me not. if everyone tells an other Person he/she is worthless,im sure thaht he feels just worthless himself,and the only way he knows is making others Feeling as bad as he does :´( or,maybe he´s just a sandwichbrain at all,i dont know him,so i cant decide this...wich is good for him,because i have a strong dsilike for bullies,and im not the Person who let them do such things to others,it makes me too angry ! and always that Thing with the more quiet persons at school-at nearly every School there is a shy Person without friend and strange rumor about him and all,and noone will ever discover what a great friend this Student could be,what a nice Person he/she is-all because the most students are maybe too stupid to hear a voice wich isn´t that loud,or believe in stupid rumors,its just sad!
so,over all, just stay yourself and wait for someone who is worth your friendship,you´re a worthy person and an awesome Artist,so im sure youll find true friends instead of foolish guys at School

p.s. aaaaw,blitz haves a bro <3

[seadragooncat]

OMG I LOVE that zim!!!

[mikami]

Zim: >:3 Zim is amazing, no?

[seadragooncat]

He can be preeetty psycho tho, no?

[mikami]

Zim: >:3 Well, that's always possible.

My headcanon is that he has some ability to drain life with his PAK legs. Also, he has two metaphorical faces. He's very decieving and tricks people into trusting him, then strikes. Its hard to tell when he's deceiving you or if he really does like you.

[seadragooncat]

Can u please get me to be his friend, and not him deceiving me or anything, cuz I think he cute! If he takes offense to that don't worry zim, I think u cool too! <3 :3

[mikami]

Zim: -w- Mkay.

Sure, I'll PM you ^^