History:A tiny dark grey egg was laid by a colorful, purple mothers, who's mate was light grey with bright orange and green markings. They were both cheerful, polite, kind, gentle, and had hearts full of love. When their child hatched they raised him like he was the most beautiful colorful baby, ignoring the fact that his base colors were dull compared to them and that he looked, well.. creepy, scary, and unhappy.
Harold's face shape makes him naturally look like he isn't the most cheerful bean ever, the reference of him on the oekaki he actually is frowning, and slightly annoyed, his face isn't that unhappy looking that it naturally looks
that unhappy you know. He can smile very easily though, just not as big as a smile as someones who's face naturally goes into an upward, more happy looking expression.
Harold's parents did their best to raise the bean to be happy, social, and have a lot of patience. When Harold was about nine years old he started to realize he naturally looked unhappy and sort of mean so he started to work on his social skills a lot more and be more willing to pick up on his parent's nice personalities.
Harold had trouble making friends as a teen, some girls liked him a bit because he looked "tough" but never really made friends or started to date because he looked unfriendly. As Harold got older he eventually got into the habit of smiling, waving, and holding gentle eye contact for a second, then looking down, while still smiling. He made some more friends, not many close friends though, but the few close friends he got were very close. Harold even dated some girls for a while, one or two broke up with him for another boy, another one or two he broke up with due to their bad personalities and tempers, Harold has since been looking for his dream mate, he feels like she is somewhere out their, meant only for him with a personality like his parent's and endless love for him and their future baby beans.
Harold started to get his horns at a very early age, at about sixteen they started to poke out, he thought he had small horns like his mother for a while because they looked like small horns when he was nineteen - twenty-three. When Harold reached twenty-four though he realized that they were curling backwards, he had his grandfather's curly ram horns.
Harold began to notice that sometimes he felt,
ambitious when he was older. He has been fighting that ambition since. Sometimes the thoughts that come to his mind scare him. He feels like there is evil inside him, calling him to nurture it, to hurt other's starting with feelings, escalating to giving them mortal wounds like a frog in a pot of cold water, slowly trying to turn up the heat. Harold made himself a little journal, he has a section in it that tells himself about his "evil" and tells himself how the evil starts to turn up the heat so he can remember to jump out before it gets too hot. He reads that section of his journal every night before he writes in his journal. He will also read his "evil section" of his journal when he starts to feel dark feelings too. Inside that section of his journal he has a page taped in from his Mother's journal, which she gave to him when she was very old, and getting a bit sick too. She told him to read it after she died. The page he taped in is not actually ripped out from his Mother's journal, it is a copy of the page, Harold would not dare risk damaging the precious page, which tells him how much his Mother loved him and things she wanted him to do with his life, he loves to read it when he is sad, or is getting angry or dark feelings when he goes to that section of his journal. The first twenty or so times he read it he cried for a long time, the next thirty or so he would tear up but then make himself strong as push away the bad feelings, knowing that pushing them away is what his mother wanted.
Harold's father passed away in his sleep seven years after Harold's father. Harold was very upset, and when one of his close friends from a younger age noticed, he sent Harold a young kitten to take care of to take Harold's mind off his father's death. When Harold got the kitten he didn't know what to do at first, so he got it a bowl full of milk, a bowl full of water, and chopped up some chicken breast for it. (As a JBD Harold didn't eat chicken breast of course, but he was living with Marco and I at the time and I had it). Now, I must tell you that I, Gerbilfuzz, am a cat lover and have had three cats so far, and currently have my fourth cat, a special needs cat. He doesn't have any super special need, just one of his three extra toes in curved inward so it has to be kept short because it won't wear down by the cat walking and if it gets to long in grows into the cat's paw. SO now that you know that you might assume correctly that I have a house full of cats toys, cats food, cat grooming supplies, litter-boxes and a food and water bowl. Why Harold didn't just show me the kitten and have it eat normal cat food and play with normal cat toys and stuff, I do not know. But for two weeks Harold just kept the kitten in his room, the kitten did it's business in a cardboard box with shredded paper towels, played with feathers and aluminum foil balls, and slept on Harold's bed.
When Harold had the kitten for about two weeks I kind of "discovered it" and told Harold just to let the little cat eat normal food and use all the "normal cat supplies" that I has for my cat. I took a look at the kitten, who turned out to be a orange tabby male, and we agreed on the name "Tiger Fizz". I called him Fizz most of the times though, Harold called him Tiger, and Marco called him Cheese Puff.
Two years later Tiger Fizz was fully grown, and new lots of tricks (because I enjoy training cats). Harold was completely over his Father's death by now of course and he has been living a normal life since.
Personality:Harold - Polite|Enthusiastic|Cheerful|Social|Honest|Gentle|Loving
Darkness - Ambitious|Anti-Social|Rude|Careless|Harsh|Dishonest|Hateful
Harold wrote:"Two minds, one body"
Harold himself is not all wonderful, you just can not tell the difference between bad parts of his personality and the "Darkness's" personality. All Harold and I can tell is that he rarely shows much bad personality.
Harold has become great at fighting down his evil urges.