I sometimes feel lost. I don't like being lost. I may think I'm alone, but there is always something or someone watching me. I feel lost when something bad happens. I felt lost today. My cat died. I was so upset that I felt sick. My eyes sting from crying. He was so special to me... I got him 7 years ago on my birthday. I was so happy... He was just a kitten back then. Barely a month old. He purred the whole ride home from the shelter in his cat carrier. I remember stroking him through the bars of his carrier. Oh, how I miss him already. There will never be anyone as special as him...