[ZombiePoodle]

I have no idea what I'm doing...
So here's some major vent...
It probably makes no sense, but I had to get it off my chest.
Lol and this drawing makes me want to crawl up in a hole and die.
It's the best vent I could do with a touch pad.



Sometimes...
I feel like my life is made up of lies.
And of all of them, I am the biggest.
That's my secret.
I am the biggest lie.
I am a liar.
Because no one knows.
They don't know the real me.
They never took the time to get to know me.
I won't let them know me.
Don't get me wrong, I want them to know me.
But I'm afraid.
I have this fear of... Rejection.
No one would like the real me.
They wouldn't like what I think.
They wouldn't like what I do.
Or what I say, or want, or feel.
They wouldn't care.
They wouldn't love me.
Because they don't care now.
And even when they tell me that they love me...
I know that they are liars, too.
Because they don't know me.
And if they don't know me, they can't love me.
They just pretend to love the person they think I am.
So I hide myself, the real me.
I hide behind this macabre mask of happiness.
I hide the ugly truth.
All I am is a lie.
...But aren't we all?

[Doggo Supreme]

what does "vent" mean?

[Butter Dragon]

Woa so cool!

[ZombiePoodle]

what does "vent" mean?

Ever heard of an air vent?
It's kind of like that, but instead of venting out air, it's venting out frustrations xP
Sorry, I'm terrible at explaining things.

Here's a definition that I got from the internet--
Venting:
A coping mechanism that allows a person to rationalize and validate their own fears, concerns ,worries, dreams and hopes. If we are not allowed to vent, we end up bottling up our emotions which is detrimental to the human psyche and can end up suffering from it's side effects.

Woa so cool!

Thank you <3