Because I feel empty and alone, because I don't know what to do with myself; with my life. The few things I'm at least a little good at are things the world doesn't need. My soul is in pain and it feels like everything I do is in vain. Why...? Why did I've to sink this low into the darkness once again? Will I ever find my own path and get out from this hell? Will I ever be able to stand and face the world without that pain holding onto me like I'm some kind of prisoner? Everything has gone all wrong. I'm lost.
Vutha and Nautkynra (which is supposed to be within the blue light; but I guess that I went too far with that bright light) belongs to me.
The golden light is supposed to symbolise Thesious, who I suppose belongs to Skeseth due to that she won the tryout for the Sun Zephyx, known as Altair.
Vutha's design was created by aereosync / harli rey, and that goes for the spieces known as Zephyxs as well.






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