She's U N E S C A P A B L E
But I can never get away with it. My bane is always there, standing in my shadow. She matches me step for step, and there's no trick that I haven't tried to have a minute without her cold, musty breath on my neck. She looms over my bed, he blackness seeping into my dreams and corrupting them.
Whenever I feel any emotion other than rage or determination, my Bane will disable me. She'll take my heart and hide it in her broken icey one, and she'll control my thoughts. She forces me to see two worlds; one eye in our world, the other in the underworld. She throws me off balance, so she can handle the situation.
She forces me to walk through my life coldly, to shut out my feelings so she can't do anything for me. It was difficult at first; shutting off my brain. But I got the hang of it after a while. I can't let her hurt the few left in my life that are still standing beside me.
But what if that was it? To escape my Bane I have to become as cold and insenseable as her? Shut my brain off while I solve how to get rid of her? But my mind will still operate like the beast; like my Bane and I can't let that happen! Once I turn the insensitive part of my brain that she's forcing to grow, will there be a point where I can't turn it off?
But I can never get away with it. My bane is always there, standing in my shadow. She matches me step for step, and there's no trick that I haven't tried to have a minute without her cold, musty breath on my neck. She looms over my bed, he blackness seeping into my dreams and corrupting them.
Whenever I feel any emotion other than rage or determination, my Bane will disable me. She'll take my heart and hide it in her broken icey one, and she'll control my thoughts. She forces me to see two worlds; one eye in our world, the other in the underworld. She throws me off balance, so she can handle the situation.
She forces me to walk through my life coldly, to shut out my feelings so she can't do anything for me. It was difficult at first; shutting off my brain. But I got the hang of it after a while. I can't let her hurt the few left in my life that are still standing beside me.
But what if that was it? To escape my Bane I have to become as cold and insenseable as her? Shut my brain off while I solve how to get rid of her? But my mind will still operate like the beast; like my Bane and I can't let that happen! Once I turn the insensitive part of my brain that she's forcing to grow, will there be a point where I can't turn it off?
