by warriors4ever » Wed Dec 05, 2012 2:45 pm
Its just not fair... I have had many surgeries on my leg before.. and I came to a new school. On the first day, some two boys saw me limping and said, "what, did she f-ing break her leg or something?" to his friend, he looked, and started laughing. Plus, I have this guy that I have liked since the beginning of the year. Hes really sweet, hes smart, and really fun to be around. This girl, she isnt mean or anything, im just sad because she swooped in and took him, before I even had a chance. I have good friends, but they all have boyfriends. Im not even exaggerating. They ALL have boyfriends. Except for me. And I can't help but think its because of my limp, and my scars. I dont think im ugly... Cause I have gone out with people before, but only once. I havent even had my first kiss yet, and Im in 8th grade. Sometimes I just want those two to break up, so I can be that girl he wants to be around, that crying shoulder, that, that, Best friend that is also their girlfriend. I mean, is that really so hard? I know you won't, but if you see this J-man (my secret nickname for him)...I need to know that someone as amazing as you, likes me.