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Well...it's gotten worse, and ive gotten paranoid, and ive begun to make it worse because of that, and even though one of my friends tried to help...i feel alone. His words lifted me up, but im still at the bottom and i cant seem to swim to the surface with this burden around my ankle...gosh, i know you've said you're sorry but my heart doesnt like apologies... what could we have done if you hadn't done....that? why are you cryptic all of a sudden? I've been here. The whole time. "They" havent. I'd wait up night after night just to hear you. You havent broken my trust, you've broken everything... and im afraid this stupid mistake will change the way i look at you. Would you take it back? It wasnt natural...it couldve been prevented...was it my fault too? It couldve been...is it my fault now? Yes, the pain is escaping in waves and i want you to feel it too. Wouldn't you be upset if I did this? Would you feel unloved, and worthless, hurt, broken, lost, unlucky...unfavorable...is it unforgiven? "My heart is blackening...do I have one anymore?" My soul is fleeing...did you ever tell me the truth? do you love me? or was that a question too? How can I say it back if i don't know how you feel? i told you how i did... and this is how im repaid? this sea of dispair is drowning my senses... what have i done? Have...I just...broken...us?
would you take something back if it hurt someone close to you? is it too late? did you apologize? were you forgiven?
