I am writing this letter to a member on here who I have done a terrible wrong to and who never deserved any of the pain I have put her through. You may know her as...SolarDaemon.
Sola.
Don't blame yourself. It wasn't your fault. It was mine.
I...I acted up, Sola. I don't know why I treated you so badly. I don't know why I shunned you and ignored you. I don't know, I just...I don't know.
But I do know that I miss it. You know. Our friendship.
I wanted things to be like they were at the sleepover. You know, in her basement. That was nice. We were best friends again for a few hours. But then, the next morning it...it all ended. I felt awkward around you. Afraid you would reject me. Afraid of what could happen if I tried to make up for the terrible things I had done.
I was being a total jerk to you and that ruined our friendship. Again, I don't know why I did this. I really don't know! And once I realized how awful the thing I had done actually was...I couldn't just apologize to you. No. Too awkward. So you know what I did? Nothing. I did NOTHING. Until now.
I know that this picture is terrible but it needed to be done soon and this was the best I could do. But I hope you can see it as an apology. I hope you can see me there, apologizing to you in the proper way that I never did do.
I know this is really overdue, and you're moving now and I...I can't let it end this way, Sola. I couldn't, no. Not even a hug before you stepped into that fateful car could satisfy the pain that's been gnawing away at my heart ever since...you know. Ever since we stopped being friends.
Please. Please, forgive me. I know I don't deserve it, I don't deserve the friendship of anyone, but please. It would...it would mean so much to me. And I promise I'll never, ever do it to you again.<3
And remember...no matter how far away you are...no matter what happens...we'll always have Chicken Smoothie. <3
Love,
~Swifty
{P.S. In case you're getting emotional...I can cheer you up.}
Hey I just met you
And you smell crazy
So here's some deodorant
So try it maybe?
Hey I just met you
And this is crazy
But I'm a pirate
So call me matey!
Libbet and I made the first one. The second one was on the interwebz. x3
Sola.
Don't blame yourself. It wasn't your fault. It was mine.
I...I acted up, Sola. I don't know why I treated you so badly. I don't know why I shunned you and ignored you. I don't know, I just...I don't know.
But I do know that I miss it. You know. Our friendship.
I wanted things to be like they were at the sleepover. You know, in her basement. That was nice. We were best friends again for a few hours. But then, the next morning it...it all ended. I felt awkward around you. Afraid you would reject me. Afraid of what could happen if I tried to make up for the terrible things I had done.
I was being a total jerk to you and that ruined our friendship. Again, I don't know why I did this. I really don't know! And once I realized how awful the thing I had done actually was...I couldn't just apologize to you. No. Too awkward. So you know what I did? Nothing. I did NOTHING. Until now.
I know that this picture is terrible but it needed to be done soon and this was the best I could do. But I hope you can see it as an apology. I hope you can see me there, apologizing to you in the proper way that I never did do.
I know this is really overdue, and you're moving now and I...I can't let it end this way, Sola. I couldn't, no. Not even a hug before you stepped into that fateful car could satisfy the pain that's been gnawing away at my heart ever since...you know. Ever since we stopped being friends.
Please. Please, forgive me. I know I don't deserve it, I don't deserve the friendship of anyone, but please. It would...it would mean so much to me. And I promise I'll never, ever do it to you again.<3
And remember...no matter how far away you are...no matter what happens...we'll always have Chicken Smoothie. <3
Love,
~Swifty
{P.S. In case you're getting emotional...I can cheer you up.}
Hey I just met you
And you smell crazy
So here's some deodorant
So try it maybe?
Hey I just met you
And this is crazy
But I'm a pirate
So call me matey!
Libbet and I made the first one. The second one was on the interwebz. x3
