[spiffyflypie]

Let me tell y'all about NeckTieKat. Someone whose sweetness far outdoes that of this picture's. Someone who winks at me and gives my hand a squeeze and makes me get all flustered like this. Someone who has claimed me as their own, and I'm totally OK with that.
Aargh, it's hard to describe it. Especially with my tsundere-ness.
She can say such sweet things(via internet or otherwise) and I blush, and want to say something cute back, but I get flustered and really can't say anything.
It's weird, because I have an ego like Prussia, and think I'm the absolute best, except I can't outdo her. She's too awesome, and sweet, and, you know what? She's supercalifragilisticexpialidocious. I still have random moments of "not good enough for her" but I ignore them, because she wouldn't like me like this if I wasn't good enough. But I used to have those moments a lot more before we got this all straightened out.
It's really not fair that I only see her about once a week, and she lives so far away. Nowadays, most of the week I'm a bit hollow and tired except the day I spend with her.
I could go on and on, but I should get to bed now.
BTW, that's me in the drawing. I hand-sewed those kitty ears myself, and I make NTK a pair. She looks much cuter in them than I do.