[CandyCornSugar]

Did any of you ever have these following things happen to you:

1. You wanted to draw something, something that when pictured in your mind looks awesome but when you actually try to draw it it turns out to be a fail and almost look nothing like what you want it to look like. Still, you post it, hopeing that people will see through your horrible unskilled drawing and see the true meaning of the picture, but you get no comments at all.

2. You listen to music which gives you a horrible disturbing thought which gives you a few days of nightmares and inspires a piece of mind artwork that you can't put on paper.

Well, I had both of those things happen to me when I tried drawing this picture. I really wish I was a better drawer. I love drawing and writing too. But I never have time to do anything I love these days. Sometimes I wish I was an adult already, I'd be the master of my time and money too. I'd spend some of my money on really good art supplies and draw on paper. I'd spend lots of time drawing on oekaki and donating money to things that prevent the rainforest from being cut down. But then I realize that there is so much time, too many years before I actually get to do what I love. Who knows, maybe there won't be any rainforest left to save, maybe no websites left to share your art on, I wish I was grown up already.

With what goes on in my mind, I think I could draw some really horrifying images, but I have no talent. I only have the talent to think and dream of things which would never happen. To be very knowledgable about the things I live for, but what good is knowledge if you can't use it to change the world?

Why did I type all this when I know that nobody would bother reading any of it?

[sydney bee]

Hi! I get really anoid when no one comments even if you tried really hard.

Nice Drawing!

[CandyCornSugar]

thanks

[Skycode]

1 and 2 both happen, i wish i could draw things i see in my mind o.o