[.:.:whiteflamez:.:.]

I miss how you used to hold me in

your

arms. How you used to make me laugh when
I wanted to cry. How you could see through
all of my

lies

To cover up my pain. How my heart would
speed up every time you

tore

Through my mind. I miss how
you told me you loved

me

when I knew that I didn't deserve the love.
I wish you had stayed with me.
I wish that things had been different, so that
we could be together.
And we would never be

apart...

Timer may be off by a few minutes.
I'm just feeling a little depressed right now, with my thoughts 'n all...

Please comment and critique. :3

[.:.:whiteflamez:.:.]

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[Vargulf]

I know how you feel you really never get over it you just learn to deal with it...especially if you truly loved that person....I just got out of a three year relationship he started to change and little by little he called less and less and then it came to where he didn't even want to spend time with me...I don't hate him because the fire still lives on...I blame myself in some way for what happened but I know it wasn't all me...if you wanna talk about it feel free too I know where you are coming from but if you don't I understand....I like the pic by the way I couldn't help but stop and look....it really caught my eye...I hope some one will come along and tape back your torn seams so you can smile again...
<3 Marwari

[.:.:whiteflamez:.:.]

Yeah..it hurts at first, and if you've never felt it then you can't understand that the pain is there, and I hate how I can't really say anything to anyone because they just think I'm not being serious...
But he had been manipulating me, and I had gone for it, and when I found out, I brushed it off like it was nothing because I pretty much thought I would be with him forever, until it became so clear that I couldn't block myself from it anymore. I still want to text him and call him but I know I can't because if I do I know I would just get lost again and the same thing would happen because he won't change..
It's frustrating as crap. *epic self pity sigh*.
Thanks, by the way :3
-me too-

[Vargulf]

yes exactly I still want to text him call him even going as far as visiting him at his work place but I know if I do I will only be letting myself down and I'm better than that but with each passing day it will become easier but I won't lie you will still think of him now and then....you are so welcome.

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