by PerfectWorld » Wed Nov 18, 2015 1:28 pm
Username: staz
Name: Alaric
Type: Runner
Height: 112cm
Gender: Buck
Quality:
Alaric is a very competitive and well rounded individual. His naturally ambitious and active personality has allowed him to develop some notable qualities. This has made him quite popular with the doe's, and though he has realized this, he prefers to ignore them much of the time. He is well mannered, intelligent and very intellectually capable.
But none of these are seen as his most outstanding quality.
What sets him apart from others like him is that he is very generous, and will often be the first to offer help, even if it is not always necessary. Most often, he is generous towards strangers, but with relatives and those closer to him, he is much less compassionate.
Flaw:
As is with many personality disorders, Alaric's worst qualities are what form his best qualities.
Alaric endured severe trauma as a nuglet which has affected him both psychologically and neurologically as an adult.
He is a chronic narcissist, which does not mean he believes his is the best, but means he believes everyone is watching him, and so he must constantly be the best. His usually confident personality can easily turn to anger should someone attempt to give him constructive criticism, and he finds it difficult to form deep bonds with others as a result. While he is charming in conversation and well articulated, peoples interest in him quickly fades when he begins taking up all the air time.
He's competitive, because he feels he must always prove himself worthy. He is a bilateral listener who has trouble negotiating, because saying he is wrong is undermining him. He is the most interesting, because he has never attempted to relate to anyone else. Rules do not apply to him because 'he knows better than others.' He is quickly deflated by negative feedback, because those saying he has too much confidence, do not realize that he has none. Thing's are always other peoples fault because he can do no wrong. He is generous because doing things for others so long as it is not an inconvenience, allows him to pride himself on his compassion and altruism.
In the end, while he has many admirers and acquaintances who think fondly of him, this has left him very alone.
If he could be generous enough with himself, to show compassion, and forgive himself for all he was blamed for, and experienced in the past, perhaps then he could begin to change.