This is not a hate message, this is me trying to Vent. Forgive me if it is too hateful.
Dear thing that lives in my house,
I just want you to know, you are a waste of space. You make this family hard to maintain, you make it hard to have a RELATIONSHIP with this family. I want you to go away, forever. Not in bad ways, but I want you to live somewhere else that has other people like you, a place that can help you. A place that can handle your misdeeds and fix that 'I don't care' attitude you have towards life and what you do to the people around you. You make your siblings lives hard to move on, you make your parents stress and on edge. You make it difficult to have friends, to have good memories, to live a normal life. To go anywhere without you dragging us down... I do not blame your disability, but the doctors said YOU CAN CONTROL WHAT YOU ARE DOING. But you choose to be the way you are. You can stop what your doing, you can prevent people from hating you, you can be a better person. But you refuse to walk away from that bad habit you call a life, you choose to be hard and useless around this house. You choose to be a waste of space, a empty pit that devours everyone dreams and hard work. I want you to know it's hard to eat when there is nothing left after your done with it. I want you to know that regardless that you'll never see this message, and I know you never will. If you were different, I might actually forgive you for the hell you put me through in my life. But let me warn you, I will never forgive you, nor ever let you destroy our younger brothers life. I will be the brick wall that knocks you down. He will not end up like me! HE WILL HAVE A LIFE. And never have to fear you again, mark my words. I am grown, I have power now. And by the Gods I will use those powers for the greater good of his future.
I had hoped you would grow up, to see that you can change, yet you refuse to take your medicine, you refuse to help around the house... you cause problems and hurtful emotions. You are disrespectful and you make a lot of people regret ever meeting me or my family. You wonder why you have no friends, you wonder why we never take you places, why we are so harsh, why we're so distant... You made us this way, non of your siblings what anything to do with you. You are a hazard to us and everyone around you.
Please change your ways.
Sincerely,
A worried Sister.