(Readers beware, long and personal. :,D)
Dear M
I thought I was over you long ago, but it seems I was wrong. But honestly, who could ever get over someone as wonderful as you?
I know you only ever liked me as a friend, and I know you have a girlfriend now. She's a nice girl, and you two make a great match. I'm happy for you both, I really am.
I really didn't expect to fall for someone over the Internet, but here I am, hahah.
the day we met I immediately took a liking to you. The whole time you were cracking jokes that had me rolling on the floor in laughter, and I loved the unique and funny way you worded things. It really didn't take long for me to start falling for you. Three months was all it took.
I kept falling harder and harder for you in the months that followed as I got to know you better, until eventually it began to take a toll me both mentally and physically. I had no appetite, I couldn't sleep, I always felt sick, with headaches, Dizziness, and a constant upset stomach. My stress was through the roof. I honestly thought I was dying until I finally made the connection of all of these things getting worse when I thought of you, and seemingly disappearing when I was able to talk to you. Instead I would have butterflies, and I absolutely couldn't stop smiling.
You even chased away the horrible nightmares that had haunted me every night since I was a young child. I haven't had one of them since that one, single dream I had of you.
I know you don't know any of this, and you likely never will. I could never tell you these things, no matter how much I wish I had the courage to.
Thank you for being an amazing friend. I hope to talk to you again soon.
with love,
Gryph