Write a Letter you Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[inaudible]

izzy,

thank you so much for being such a
good friend c: you're so funny and
amazing, i don't know what i'd do
without you and your funny puns
that are incredibly stupid. thank
you a million times for comforting
me in the hardest of times as well.
thank you.

- liz


bri,

wow, i just, wow. really. you'd betray
me, the one who never shuts you out
for the most popular girl that acts like
a snob? ew.

- liz



sof,

go away and stay away from my life.
i wish you'd move somewhere real far
away.

- liz



k,

just. holy wow. stop looking so hot.
your new hairdo is just ughhh whyy eue

- liz

[oops.]

To the people who judge me,

Why do you people watch me with eyes full of judgment as if you know everything about me? You act like I'm a book judging what you see but not what you know. Guess what I don't care because as you do that you let me know everything about you. You are cowards to afraid to get to know someone you know nothing about fearful that you won't like me or that I'll be better then you.You may not know it but by doing that you close the doors that are full of opportunities. By doing that you'll learn to judge the most beautiful minds as ugly so I pity you.
Grow up
--Cherry

[spring.]

Dear judge,

Hi I am rider 575. Yea. I rode in that class at the horse show today? Yea I had a near perfect ride, didn't miss a lead... yea that ride. Do you want to explain to me how I got a 5th? Yea, other riders broke or cantered around on the wrong lead or had horrible jumps but I only chipped in on a jump. Yea it was pretty much perfect, and I asked for the chip. Yea by giving me that 5th, yoh really hurt my pride, man. You pretty much killed me. I mean I won a medals class with a chip in and a botched lead change. But I got fifth in this class with just one chip in? Sounds frustrating, right? Well it is very frustrating. Yea. Thanks for killing my pride.

Love
Rider 575

[ruberiot]

Dear J,
I honestly did not want you coming to my house. You come and scare the chickens, ducks, geese, and my homing pigeons.
Do you know how damn long it took me to gain their trust? A few months of feeding them and talking to them at least. Then you go and scare the crap out of them.
Then there's the geese.
They poop quite a lot, and don't get me wrong, they did poop where we walk, and we haven't had time to clean it what with all of the below zero temperatures.
Then you come and step in some poop and act like it's my fault you're a foolish, unobservant being.
Then the cats.
Tommy, a cat who is what, God knows how old, got the crap scared out of her by you. Poor old sweetie. She was only sunbathing, you didn't have to come and be a jerk to her!
And the kittens.
You hold them like they're some kind of action figure.
The poor thing is a living, breathing animal, not some sort of plaything!
And finally, of course, there's school.
You insult me. You call me fat. And when I act hurt, because I am, you're all "I was just joking."
Funny how you do it every day. Regardless.
Then, when you were at my house and I tried to soothe poor Dusty because you terrified her, you look at me like I'm some sort of insane lunatic.
Like I'm an idiot for talking to my animals.
Wanna know why I talk to them?
Because sometimes they're the only ones who care.
You used to be one of my best friends, J. But now, now I don't even know who you are.
Where is my friend? Where'd he go? I want him back please. Now.
-icybluegal

[IshallcallhimSquishy]

Dear J,
Im sorry to have messed up your life so much... I don't try to be weird and effed up i mean, we're best friends and i freaking love you and want the best for you but it seems like every step i take i make your life worse and it just kills me like you dont even know. Living 6 hours away from you doesn't help solve any problems either...and now that i get you in trouble with your mom every time i talk to you, it makes me miss you more and i can't handle it sometimes. Im sorry about what i said to your brother on ask...it was like really late and when its late at night i get really weird and start saying stupid stuff and im so sorry because thats what started the whole hate thing between me and your mom. I just wish i could take it all back because i love your mom and its not like she hates me for no reason, i deserve it because ive said some nasty stuff and it bothers me everyday how i just ruined my friendship with your mom and now we cant even talk anymore we have to keep it a secret and i just hate myself sometimes for being so stupid and saying all those dumb things but i hope we can be friends forever i dont ever want to lose you and thanks for being therte for me you have no idea how much it means to me. love ya.....

From E

[sirène]

Dear internet connection,
Bloody hell I was almost finished the coding to a form for a roleplay, but you decided to shut off for a minute causing me to loose all my work.
It took me at least half an hour too.
From, smoothie.

[apollo.]

Dear best friend,
Let my start by telling you my opinion of you started off amazingly high, you lived with your mom who treats you like you're 5, literally, never let's you go to others houses, or stay out late, and even watch family Chanel when we met! We were in grade 5 then, and I know 5 year olds who are allowed to watch family channel. but then she expects you to do so many chores it's not even funny, including babysit your brother every day after school for two hours. That's a pretty tough life, and so when we met you were beyond sheltered, and didn't know what the real world was like. You adapted so quickly, and damn, sorry for ruining your opinion of your mom. It was me who told you she was so overprotective, strict and mean, she grounded you for a full month for getting a "D" on a test? I found that horrible, but you thought it was normal. Anyway, during all this it may have seemed like you didn't impress me. You did. You were and still are stronger than I could ever be, even when you break down, it could be so much worse.

So my opinion of you was always sky high, you didn't care what others thought, you were the perfect blend of tomboy and girly girl, you were funny and made other friends easily.

But all that changed. You got a boyfriend and I stopped mattering to you. You got a phone, and though we promised, if you ever got a phone I would be the first person you texted, you only texted your boyfriend. I found out a month later that you got a phone through him. That's just completely and utterly unacceptable. What am I? You know I'm the person who stood by you for years, who shared food with you, who helped you with your homework, and who you spend Friday nights with. I'm the person you stayed up with gossiping about people, and just talking about random stuff. But you didn't care. Maybe you never really cared about me. That day when I have you some excuse about being out of town and not wanting the phone bill to go up? That was a lie. I was just with my parents and I didn't want them to see me cry. You didn't even bother to try. You just texted "why r u mad at me????" "Apollo?!!!!" And then I texted your boyfriend the excuse. I was obviously mad at you, but you obviously didn't care.


"Ok, well it's been nice talking to you but I have better things to do than talk to you, Ok then, goodbye." When your boyfriend guilt tripped you into calling me 2 weeks later. This is what I said to you. You acted like nothing was wrong and I just couldn't take it. How dare you talk to me like nothing's wrong when you haven't talked to me in over a month. When I'm crying myself to sleep, because that girl I fell in love with is gone. I ended up calling you back, not because I felt bad, but because it was your first day of work. We had the same job, and those hours are long, and incredibly hard. Most people have to stop to throw up it's so strenuous, and I just couldn't send anyone to that horrible place after a fight, when your bf told me you were crying. I knew you needed the money for something you broke, and you were looking at a year of grounding if you couldn't find the money. I don't think I've ever really regretted calling you back and making up, maybe a little, because I wanted you to suffer the way I had. I wanted you to feel as alone, and hurt, and abandoned as I had. And damn, you know what sometimes I still do when I think about it. If I had, I wouldn't be typing this right now. I wouldn't harbor this grudge. I should have stayed mad at you longer, then you would have taken me seriously. Sometimes I wonder if you do. Sometimes I want to confront you about it, but I just can't bring myself to.

So eventually then you broke up with him for no reason other than "I don't like him anymore." At the time I was happy, but I'm realizing how pathetic that was. I am not leftovers, I'm not someone to be thrown away like trash for something new, then just picked back up again once you realize he's not perfect. News flash he never was. If you were going to ditch and ignore me for a guy, then you've made your choice. He better damn well be worth it. When you figure out he's not, you expect me to come back. And I did. Because I'm just the pathetic piece of trash you threw away, and came back to pick up.

So then we were good, I snarled in your face a few times, you told me you didn't know what was wrong with you, why you made all those decisions, etc.

Then this year started, let me list your boyfriends, let's see, Blondie, C, braces, and more I'm forgetting. You're shallow minded, boy obsessed, and even though I am too, your so girly and vain. My opinion of you deteriorated so quickly, I'm not sure how much lower it could have gotten at points honestly.

You know what, I could have forgiven you. All I wanted was an apology. One "I'm sorry." But you never even gave me one. And I hate you for that more than words can describe.

*sigh* when you told me how much you love being y best friend it really meant a lot to me. I think you've changed. You wouldn't do that again right?

Love, your best friend.




Dear other friend,
When you jerk me around it reminds me about all of that drama. I feel like it's happening again. And also, I just wanna thank you for not stepping up, and at least trying to take her place, and for laughing at me when I was seriously upset and mad at you.
Your buddy apollo.
P.S yeah. I am.

[tigressa]

Dear self,

Please learn to say no. To stop stressing and procrastinating. Stop drowning yourself in a future that you don't know will happen yet, If you don't pass school, it's not the end of the world. You can still live happily without a high end job. You can have a house full of art and anime merch because you know what! Do what you want.

Sincerely,

Your conscience

[electrastar]

Dear A*****,

Just because C***** isn't friends with you anymore doesn't mean you have to spy on us. Seriously. You know, having a normal conversation about restaurants isn't fun anymore when you follow us and run in between us screaming like an idiot. C gives you a piece of her mind, and you just say "Oh, I'm looking for K." And K was on the swings, which we just passed. You think I'm a geek, big deal. Not like I want to be friends with you anyways. I think a some people can be nerds, geeks, or just plain out weird. I don't give them a hard time about it. So, please learn to respect people for their personalities. You know what, your not reading this, so here's what I think of you: Your a girly, snobby Miss Know-it-all. There! And I won't get in trouble for insulting you either! Not like I would say it to your face, but just to let off steam!

Your friend enemy,
I'm sure you know.

[Strawberry_dreams]

Dear C,
Your my best friend and absolutely amazing. Ever since I've met you 3 years ago I've liked you. You went from nerdy and not that good looking with a great personality, to a hot guy who's extremely athletic and still a great personality. You'll probably never like me but I'll probably always like you. Your eyes are amazing and always look like they care, their blue color makes me melt. I can trust you with anything no matter what it is and know you won't judge me. We have so much in common, I feel like we could talk for hours. Someday I hope you can be mine. Perhaps forever mine.

Your best friend,
S