~Ahsoka Tano~ wrote:Dear K____,
Yo. Bruh. ;-; Y'know I love you dude, but you know I'm sensitive...
I was so happy once your boyfriend broke up with her and got back with you, because you were so happy.
Now I don't know what to think.
On Friday, during Flex, I went with A_____ to come join you.
And what do I hear when I open the door?
You saying 'Ugh', because we found you and your boyfriend.
I know your trying to be nice and say 'just get out for a sec so we can talk, I'll tell you on the bus.' That broke my heart to pieces.
You haven't been together for 2 weeks and your already telling him your problems?!
We've been best friends for 6 years K____, 6 YEARS! ):
Then you go to counseling with A_____, and tell her your problems, and then never tell me.
K____ I love you, I love you so much and I can't help but feel jealous.
I'm not bi, but I'm jealous of your boyfriend. You guys have deep talks 24/7 and we don't have any deep talks. Any.
You know why? Because I keep my feelings inside like this, I hate giving my burden for somebody else to carry.
I had so much on my shoulders, and then once I heard you started to do ____ ____, I couldn't take it.
I fell, and I don't know what to think.
Your doing it to yourself but I don't know why! Your so beautiful, and you have a boyfriend beside you to confirm your beauty, both on the inside and outside. I know about your parents always putting you down, and that's probably what's causing it...
I LOVE YOU.
~Ahsoka
Dear K____,
It really depresses me to have to add on to this.
Man, I don't understand you at all. Today, during Flex, we all gathered and then you said you wanted to go talk to your boyfriend again. So we were all rolling our eyes and sighing, as we went to Bingo so we could talk because it was too cold outside. We were all talking about you, and I know it was rude, but we were all blown off! We weren't trying to be mean, and when we all told our sides of the stories you told us, they were all different! I'm so confused and I'm not sure what to do. So today we were going to do our little thing, so we said "If K____ is in the Orchestra room sloughing Flex, then she's been lying to us." So we go in there, and sure enough, you two were in there with the lights off and the door closed. We were
pissed. We all walked away, and we all went outside. I felt you try to grab my arm as I passed, but I didn't want to speak because I was on the verge of tears.
K____, you realize we're not as stupid as you think we are...
I recognize lies when you tell them...
When we ask why you haven't been telling us things, you say "You wouldn't let us!"
Us.What the crap?! I don't want to talk to you if your boyfriend is in there, he's not my best friend!
And then now, we all felt bad.
So I get on Instagram, and see you posting sad stuff.
And then Mallory calls you, and then I feel as if she just turned on me.
When she called me, she immediately called out on me!
"[Ahsoka], what the crap!"
I hung up because she hadn't heard both sides of the story, and you shouldn't pick sides without knowing both parts. She called again, and I declined.
She left a voicemail saying "[Ahsoka], I can't believe you did that. That was so low of you, and that was really rude."
That made me feel that crap.
Of course, I wouldn't tell anyone about it.
Now your wanting to talk to [Wolves~For~Life] and make it up to her, and not me?
I feel special.
No, I don't. I feel like crap...
I don't know.
~Ahsoka Tano