Write a Letter you Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[.yuanfen]

dear parents,

I wish you knew that everything I do in my life is to make you happy. I'm trying so hard but you can never be happy.
I will gladly change the career I've always wanted. I will become a doctor. The first priority in my life is to make you happy. I will be unhappy, but you don't understand that, and your happiness is more important.
I just wish you would see how hard I'm trying to please you.

[Fluffy:3]

Dear Little Dude,

I love you so much, I wish I didn't have to leave you so soon! You are so cute and I love to jump with you. You're the best pony I've ever ridden and I will never forget you. Though you like to pick up the wrong lead all the time and launch yourself over jumps like most, I will probably never find another pony like you. That adorable little face with your big eyes and black muzzle will always be in my heart. I will constantly be hugging you and kissing your little nose and driving you crazy, but I'm doing it because I don't want to leave you. Goodbye, Little Dude, and I hope you never forget me and let's make these last five weeks memorable!

Sincerely,
Fluffy:3

[Hark]

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[ika;]

Dear you,

"you act like he's abusing you or something"

"you pretend he's such a monster"

"he's always so nice to you"

are you blind? I thought you would always have my back. I thought you would protect me from ever having to go through this again.

you know, there's some days that I wish, I pray, he would just punch me in the face, or choke me. I'd have unavoidable proof, and maybe you'd start acting like I actually mattered to you.

or would you just keep doing what you're doing, and convince yourself that I'm not going through a living hell.

[myk]

Dear moms boyfriend,

can you please stop making me out to be the stupidest person ever? im not your maid when you dont wanna clean something, but I always seem to do it. you guys stopped paying me and now you're getting mad at me? Do you think I clean the bathroom for fun? No. I hate cleaning the bathroom, it's nasty and repulses me. I live in a house of boys, you guys just pee on the toilet seat and make a mess. I dont want to clean up after you guys, but every time I say I don't feel like it you always seem to bring up how im going to be just like your son. No I wont be 25 living in my parents basement, smell like i haven't showered in years. I will not be a waste of skin, and it makes me so angry that you put me out to being a waste of skin. I'm not a rag doll, stop treating me like one. im done with your stupid comments and what not, im done with everything. just shut up already.

love,
the angry daughter of your girlfriend.

[Wormgod]

Dear Website Owner,

I know this may seem very hypocritical, but I have to post this here and get it all out. I've been holding this in for a long time, out of fear of getting banned for expressing my opinions. I just have to mention the many things that are wrong with your site, and ruin my experience.

It is a kid-friendly site. I started about three years ago, so the whole "kid-friendly" thing didn't bother me. In fact, I liked it; I was a kid and didn't want to see things that were too mature for me. However, I never saw things that were too mature, because I stayed away from the older members, and the obviously too mature things. Now, though, I am older. I want to see the mature things. But, I am still too young for the "18 and up" forum. It is very, very hard for me to find a roleplay that allows mature topics and writing. I tried starting my own, but I was too afraid to go "all out" for fear of being banned. Your website needs to lessen up on the "kid-friendly" rules; me and many other members are finding it hard to fully express ourselves, and many (like me) have nowhere else to go.

Censorship is rampant. This goes with the last point, but I think it deserves its own paragraph. You see, your website is very...well, fascist. Mention one thing against the website, and you are banned. Break a small rule, you are banned. Don't feel 100% about the website, you are banned. See the pattern? This is why I hid my feelings for so long; I am very afraid of getting in trouble for saying bad things about your website. However, I feel the need to say them anyway; I can't just bottle it up for forever! I have to tell someone, and in this way, I'm telling everyone!

Cursing isn't allowed. Okay, this is more of a personal issue for me; I love cursing. My whole family loves it. My mom nicknamed me "Jacka**" when I was seven. It's a natural, normal thing for me. And, your website hates it. I can understand having certain areas have "no cursing" policies because children are always there, but THE ENTIRE WEBSITE shouldn't be blanketed by this stupid policy.

"Serious adult issues? Not allowed!" You say. That is just stupid. This is the internet, where there is not one single culture to define its people; especially your website, which is hosted in one country and favored by others. Things such as violence, sex, alcohol, tobacco, and drugs mean different things to different cultures. But, apparently, you tried to find a neutral ground by banning all. It ruins it for us older members, or us from cultures where those things are not considered "bad".

Let me offer a simple and effective method for stopping all this: keep this as a kid-friendly website. BUT: have a "rating system" for all threads. You know, like movies. Have threads set up for us mature members that are rated "Adult", or "Mature", or "R". Then have kid-friendly threads rated "Kid-friendly" "kids only", or "G". This way, everyone can coexist, and if a kid strays into the Mature section, it's the KID'S FAULT, and not the adults fault.

[Piranis]

Dear Hand,
Thanks for everything you helped me do. Like write, or do physical damage to other people, or helping me illustrate a point, but most of all... letting me draw. Sure we have had some tough times, like you breaking... yourself. But I would just like to give you a thank you. So please, never run away from me, Hand. I will always love you... I will love you more then Mr. Left forever!
Love, Your Owner

[rina.]

Dear 'Friends',

okaay dudes, do you actually even like me anymore? i know i can be annoying and shiz, but you guys have been my friends almost all through our school years. when you tell me you don't like my in a joking way, i can't help but think you don't. you wanted to read the story i did for school [which was a fanfic, it was obvious] and then you make faces, or tell everyone about it. i didn't want anyone to read it, but me ma said i shouldn't be embarrassed as it was really good. the teacher even said so herself. but tricking me, telling me the teacher read it out when i was sick so that i'd freak out and reveal some of the plot to other classmates was mean. the faces i got from them.. made me feel like i was a freak. then you made me feel fat. i eat a packet of crips and a bar for lunch, and you say 'do you ever eat anything healthy?' i just... you hurt me. this is why i like my family better than all of ye. cousins, parents, other relatives, etc. they'd never say anything like that. i have some pretty awesome cousins, who are much more fun than ye. oh! and for the record you lying piece of scum, my cousin niall does not hate me! how dare you say such a thing! we have the bants together, he's like, a way better friend than you are to me, and that's one of the reasons i now secretly hate you! apart from you trying to steal my other friend's away you UF! i was sick and had to go to hospital on his confirmation, and i was told he was looking for me and wished i was there! ugh, you never can base a friendship on a tv show. and you even told me that's how we became friends. because of south park. argh! i hate you! i can't stand to be in the same room as you!

Sincerely,
Your So-Called Friend

[RoyalDarkness316~]

Dear self,
Well... at least things will start to get a little better... I guess. Even though your heart is being broken into several thousand ruby-red pieces by numerous people, it will be alright. Even though your mind is at war, trying to respect ______'s decision, accepting that _____ doesn't like you in the way you wish _____ would. Even though you have to respect the decisions that your friends are making will make them happy, you still feel sad that they're making them. Stop it. You know that it will make them happy, so why are you so upset? I guess that it's new... and you had to learn that new things aren't always the best thing... but it will make them happy, so why are you self-destructing? Listen to V for a change. Some of the things he says makes sense...
-
Yourself

[Rated R]

Dear O;

Right when I convince myself, after seven years, that you and I would never be together
and that you probably don't like me,
I see you. You with your charming smile and eyes.
You and your personality.
You watching your little sister like I have to do with mine.
Why? Why am I so shy to tell you I like you?
Why am I so worried you would say no?
The one time I've asked someone whether they liked me they said no.
Maybe that's why.
Maybe I'm afraid. Afraid of a decline.
But I've liked you since I saw you.
I tried to flirt with you and got so embarassed.
I really tried.
But I'm nervous to touch you, thinking that you might not like that.
And instead think I'm weird.
But I LIKE YOU.
No, I've seen you enough to say that something about you attracts me.
Maybe it's your intellect, the fact that we live in the same neighborhood, or the fact that we both have the same ethnicity.
But I CAN'T.
I need to know for sure but I'm just too worried you'll say no.
I've been praying for some answer or some guidance to come to me.
I've been wishing on all my eyelashes.
For years.
Please, please, will something happen so I know for sure?
Because although I know you don't like dances,
there's no one I'd rather go to prom with.

-Rated R