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[Charias]

Grrr... I'm frustrated with myself. I have lost the ability to draw, and write, and do anything. I have things I'd like to get done and I can't; I don't even know why. I'm trying so darn hard as well. I need a tablet. Then I can scribble and sketch without having to stress and hurt my fingers.

[That Flute Girl]

I'm so frustrated with my step-family >:(
Mid-way through my sophomore year of high school, I figured out that I wanted to go to college to study music education. I was really excited and happy because I had finally found something I truly loved doing. My mom and her side of the family were excited as well, and are very supportive in what I want to do.
My step-dad's side however...isn't. They all think I'm some crazy artsy-fartsy weirdo. My step-siblings are either in college for nursing or heading to the military, and then there's me, the aspiring music teacher. Whenever I talk about my flute playing or how my band director's going to let me do some middle school conducting, or anything like that, they just nod their heads and turn away from me. Like just because I don't want to be a high-paid doctor or some military hero, that I don't matter.

I know I should be happy with the support I have. I mean, my mom and her family are there to cheer me on, my band director's always there if I have any questions or want to talk or anything. But it just frustrates me that I don't have any support from my step family. I've never been close to them, but it still hurts. :C

[Cloverstream]

I'm pretty sad right now. It's just I don't have anything in common with my old best friend anymore. Plus, we can never see each other because of our schedules. I mean, we have known each other since before kindergarten. I did everything with her and we had no secrets. She was basically my sister. We whet though a lot of really hard times together like divorces and important people leaving our life's forever. I mean we depended on each other and some times I miss it being us against the world.
The fantasy worlds we believed in disappeared as we got older. We used to cry together about being forced to grow up to quick.. And now we have done a lot of growing up. She's totally different from me now. We have nothing in common anymore and the rare chance I do see her at all, I can think to talk about is the good old days in the play ground.

I'm honestly a little ashamed. She turned out smart, beautiful, popular... And I turned out to be a anti social geek who's less than attractive with crappy grades. Even if I do see her, how can I face her?

[strawbewwy.]

Aye, before I go 'round and help I just want to say something real quick.

Please, even if you need help. Help someone else that hasn't been helped, if you can. It get's hard being one of the few people helping out, especially since I, and the others have their own problems to attend to, etc. Thaaannnkkk yoooouuuuu

Blerp. Lazy sooo...*Hugs tightly to everyone and invites a jumbo group hug*

[That Flute Girl]

I'm pretty sad right now. It's just I don't have anything in common with my old best friend anymore. Plus, we can never see each other because of our schedules. I mean, we have known each other since before kindergarten. I did everything with her and we had no secrets. She was basically my sister. We whet though a lot of really hard times together like divorces and important people leaving our life's forever. I mean we depended on each other and some times I miss it being us against the world.
The fantasy worlds we believed in disappeared as we got older. We used to cry together about being forced to grow up to quick.. And now we have done a lot of growing up. She's totally different from me now. We have nothing in common anymore and the rare chance I do see her at all, I can think to talk about is the good old days in the play ground.

I'm honestly a little ashamed. She turned out smart, beautiful, popular... And I turned out to be an anti social geek who's less than attractive with crappy grades. Even if I do see her, how can I face her?

*Hugs*
Have you tried talking to her about how you feel? Maybe she doesn't realize how far you two have drifted apart.
And you shouldn't feel ashamed, friendships aren't about looks. If you two were as close as it seems you were, how you look and what you're social life is like shouldn't matter C:

[jacketgirl]

I'm tired and I don't want to take my meds anymore. I'm sick of trying to fine and I want my (dangerous) addictions back.
I'm not dependent on them but I want them.
I may be doing better and be fine but i don't feel that way. But i don't want to tell my family. They just tell me to take my meds. I want to feel better.

[Cloverstream]

I'm pretty sad right now. It's just I don't have anything in common with my old best friend anymore. Plus, we can never see each other because of our schedules. I mean, we have known each other since before kindergarten. I did everything with her and we had no secrets. She was basically my sister. We whet though a lot of really hard times together like divorces and important people leaving our life's forever. I mean we depended on each other and some times I miss it being us against the world.
The fantasy worlds we believed in disappeared as we got older. We used to cry together about being forced to grow up to quick.. And now we have done a lot of growing up. She's totally different from me now. We have nothing in common anymore and the rare chance I do see her at all, I can think to talk about is the good old days in the play ground.

I'm honestly a little ashamed. She turned out smart, beautiful, popular... And I turned out to be an anti social geek who's less than attractive with crappy grades. Even if I do see her, how can I face her?

*Hugs*
Have you tried talking to her about how you feel? Maybe she doesn't realize how far you two have drifted apart.
And you shouldn't feel ashamed, friendships aren't about looks. If you two were as close as it seems you were, how you look and what you're social life is like shouldn't matter C:

Thanks I know I should talk to her. I'm a little nervous seeing her Tomorrow. I'm sure she doesn't care what I look like and I have to have more faith in her than that.. But it's hard for me not to be a little self contious about my self. Sigh. Thanks for the hug :3

and Perey of the Sand, I alwasy imagine people as there avatars.. I have images of gaara hugging everyone now.

[strawbewwy.]

BlueRuby: Oh my god. *Dies of laughter*

[Cloverstream]

Pffffff I know. That mental image cheered me up. Then Naruto and gang is all like 8/ Is this some sort of elaborate trick or jitsu?

Oh and if anyone needs to talk with me about something like Divorces or switching schools I'm here. Or parents that favor another sibling. I suggested these because its stuff I understand so ya.

[~Akira Kurusu~]

So I was talking to someone and what i said was taken completly out of context. They thought I was yelling and berating their beliefs which I wasn't doing at all. So I went to apologize and explain to them that I have disorder that casues me to come off harsher then I intend to sometimes, and now they think I made it up for some reason. I have a lot of disorders that make life a living nightmare for me at times and to think that anyone would ever say I make that up just really iritates me. I have actual proof that what I go through isn't something you just make up. You don't know a thing about me so how dare you judge me like you thought I was doing to you even though that was far from what was going on. Man I need a hug and someone to talk to.