Crushes or boyfriends/girlfriends

[Midnight Star.]

Daily Question (Monday, July 11th)
On a scale of 1-10 (one being definitely not at all and ten being obviously a lot,) how much do you think your crush/boyfriend/girlfriend likes you?

6 or 7? I have no idea.

[Thelastsilhouette]

I have a few guys who like me and flirt with me but I dont know whats flirting. Im completely oblivious to when Im being flirted with

[JamBlack]

Can I ask you guys a question? Are there any little things about the way your crush looks that they hate but you love?

Badger's nose got broken when he was playing rugby once. He now hates the sport :L Anyways, his nose is slightly wonky which I think is really cute but he's a bit self conscious about it. He says he wants someone to punch it back the right way xD

Just wanted to know if this happens to other peeps

[The Royal Mirage]

Same for Retro! He's really self conscious about his back. When he went swimming at my house he said 'don't look at my back, it's gross'. He has some bacne, and yes it's very noticeable, but I don't care about it one bit.

[JamBlack]

I think if I told him I thought it was cute, he might drop the subject but I can't, I'm too nervous :L All I know is I don't want him to change at all C: Ahahaaaa He just IMed me

[The Royal Mirage]

If he brings it up, just say "Well I like it that way so don't you dare change it!" in a sort of joking tone.

[Hideś]

B is super hot handsome but he don't know about this. When i told him thak smoking is bad for beauty he told "I am not handsome so it doesn't matter" Is he blind? xD

[JamBlack]

Not many people like to admit they're handsome/pretty. Self conscious thing :L Badger won't admit he has nice hair and keeps insisting he should dye it blue, although secretly I think its an awesome idea xD He wants me to do it for him seeing as I dye my hair and hes never done it before in his life. I wouldn't hesitate a trip to his house to dye his hair except for the fact his parents don't want him to get it done so they may hate me forever Screw it, Ima go dye his hair anyway! they also don't want him to get a piercing, something which I'm paying for for his 16th. . . His parents are gonna loooove me xD

EDIT: just logged off IM, got a record of 7 'x's off of Badger :')

[meerkatgirl]

Day 19 of not seeing C.

This update's different, though. I've been thinking a lot lately, about everything that's happened between me and C this past year, as well as the past four years. I've realized how much I took him for granted. I went from thinking he was just another annoying, immature teenage guy, to realizing there is so much more to him than he lets on. We're more alike than I thought. I've known him for four years, but he's always been the guy in the background. I never noticed him. I've wondered whether he noticed me or not. But this year was different. I came to trust him, and I can only hope that he trusted me as much. To me, this is big. I can count on one hand the number of people I nearly completely trust. I don't completely trust anyone, but besides family or soemthing, it's just two of my best friends, and him. I know I could tell him anything, and although he would probably make a few jokes at first, he wouldn't tell anyone. It sounds horrible that if I told him something serious he'd joke around and tease me for it, but I would do the same thing. We both hide behind humor. I don't deal with feelings, I just bottle everything up. It's probably why it took me so long to figure out I liked him. But, although he jokes around, the few times I've seen him be serious, it was when he was talking to me in the middle of the year.

Anyway, the point of this update is for me to try and make sense of everything that's been going on lately. To understand it, you need a bit of background information. Four years ago, I started to like a guy, who I now call A. We didn't speak for two years, until this march. I still like him, and last december, I came to the reslization that I might love him. It took me years to admit it to myself. Maybe a week ago, I was just thinking about C, and the thought that I loved him popped into my head. It keeps popping into my head, even though I try to deny it. The thing is, I can't love him. It's been a year, at most. It took me months to admit that I liked him as a friend, and even more to admit I actually liked him. And now, part of my brain is telling me that I love him. I just don't know what to think. I think about him all day. I dream about him. I can easily imagine spending years with him, and being completely happy. I'm not one for commitment, and for me, this is huge. I can't commit to painting my toenails, and now I feel like I could spend years with one guy. And part of me thinks he would feel the same way. Basically, does anyone have a clue what I'm feeling? I need to know this isn't just some phase, even though it's been months. Though, I'm not sure what telling random strangers on the internet does...

[TubsDeGoat]

so yesterday for my birthday, my boyfreind came over at like 1:30 and i was laying in my driveway reading [summer reading for school ] and he through his bike to the groud and dropped to the ground infront of me and said "happy birthday my pwincess" and then he gave me a stuffed goat (favotrie animal) and mtn. dew voltage (favorite drink) and i was never more happy in my life xD it was awesome. and then me and him and 3 of my other freinds went to the drive in and me and him just cuddles and watched the movie. and im so happy him and my bffl josh get along. i would prolly cry if josh or dylan didnt like eachother. not kidding. but the goat is my most prized possesion right now :']]]