Burrito Bunny wrote:Thank you for sharing, hug <3
I hope your health continues to improve, and I’m amazed by your very positive outlook on the whole situation. Not everyone can last to adulthood without becoming jaded, even without the struggles and suffering you’ve been faced with.
I’m not great at making friends myself truth be told. Irl I have a few from chance I guess, but we started our friendship in middle school and have only grown more distant. Online, simply talking, being active, can earn you friends. Activities like roleplay or other cooperative works are good ways to bond and meet people. At least, this is how I’ve met most my online friends.
Hello
Thank you so much for taking the time to stop and read what I had to say
I really appreciate it
I was really taken by what you said, it means a lot.
Sometimes I do wound how I got so lucky to be able to stay so happy and positive through the years
I guess that's just how I've always been.
though I can get pretty down over difficult times just like anyone else,
But I always seem to come back to being the silly happy girl my family loves and knows me to be,
There was ever days were I surprised my doctors because of how happy I was able to be,
there were time I would ever skip around as a followed them.
I think it helped that during that time at the hospital were I had chemo,I grew close to a lot of the doctors and nurses and they became a second family for m. They were always so loving and supportive towards me. and to this day I am still grateful to them for all that they did.
And i am forever grateful for my family who helped me through my rough time.
Because There were days I was so sick that all I could do was just sit and watch TV,
and I will never forget how my older sisters would play video games to hrlp entertain me, and it would often lead to me smiling and laughing,
So even though my sickest days I always seemed to be able to smile because of them.
It was truly one of the hardest moments in my life, but I'm glad that I had the strength of God and the love of my family and friends to help me.
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I'm really glad that I'm not the only one who seems to struggle with making friends.
I've always loved the feeling of being in a group of close friends were we could all go hang out and have fun together ,
And i use to have that, But over the years me and my family moved away and slowly I grew away from them and we stopped contacting each other.
And scenes then I haven't been able to make any more, so there are several days were I just feel lonely and depressed, wishing for something that wasn't there,
one time I did have a chance to make some friends at a youth group at this church I went to,
But after observing them I could tell that I was to different from them, and I was so worried that they would think I was weird do to my personality. So I manly choose to keep my distance, it didn't help that they all went to the same schools so they were already friends so at the youth group they would often go in there usual groups, so it didn't really help give me the courage to introduce myself, because I fear that if I did i was going to intrude on there friendship group. So I would often sit alone well they all hung out on the other side of the room, there was even times I was tempted to leave Early because I felt so alone,
But I was grateful for the times when I did get to start a small friendship with a few of them
And a couple of times some of them would notice me sitting alone and call me over to join them
So during those time it was my fault for not trying hard enough and shrinking with worry.
Do I know that it well be hard for me to find a group that I can fit in With, but I don't want to give up
I know there out there some were I just have to be patient.
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So I have to say that im very grateful to you all for stopping by and taking the time to read about me and saying hi
It truly means a lot to me and puts a smile on my face,
So thank you all again for taking this time for me
It is greatly appreciated.
I hope you have a wonderful day.
by Finalized » Sun Apr 28, 2019 6:24 am 
