★ | 𝒸𝒽𝓇𝑜𝓃𝒾𝒸𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝓁𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒 | ✿

[robin★]

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║xxx❝there's a balance in the universe,
║and it's up to you how you live through it.❞
║hey there, these are all just going to be drabbles
║and other miscellaneous sorts of entries.
║like diary entries/random poems/etc. all vent-related though
║feel free to comment, even if its a bit personal here i will accept critique
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[robin★]

truly, life seems to dislike me a bit.

i am writing this at 3:40 AM while sipping the remains of my 16.9 fl oz mountain dew bottle while my mind begins to wander into those same dark places it always has. it used to be worse, i used to be just driven by my emotions while having no logical back-up to them. i was simply put, lost in my own mind. i am unable to sleep currently though i can feel myself getting tired ever so slowly, but i can't sleep now. i missed my chance at 10:24 PM, another at 1:35 AM, and here lies the consequences. i am at my computer desk, hunched over with a sore neck and back posture, watching my internet bug out for the 4th time this night- or morning? either way it's annoying.

i think i can finally stay up all night this time, and wow, as i write that i yawn and feel a lot more sluggish. i guess i'll have to end this here, to enter a dreamless slumber yet again.

i only seem to dream when i nap. would they be daydreams, then?
i know, i groaned at that pun, too.

-✿

p.s, i like the flower signature. i like flowers, signatures, so i put two and two together. i hope it isn't weird for any readers.
p.p.s, i miss my dreams.

[robin★]

i wish you weren't a hypocrite and would at least spare me a bit of attention too

[robin★]

why are you mad at me?
i didn't do anything wrong to you
please just let them go, they're hurting you.

[robin★]

i've never been able to win with my sleep schedule
either i fall asleep too early and wake up too early, causing me to nap during the day and mess up when i fall asleep at night
or i fall asleep too late and i sleep past my alarms and leave less time for myself during the day with my already busy daily life

im going to just start staying up if im not asleep by midnight
it's not difficult anymore

[robin★]

sometimes it feels like all my parents want to talk to me about is my insecurities
i know its bad, i know i'm messed up
please do not remind me

[robin★]

your resemblance to him is really uncanny sometimes,
and frankly i find it disgusting

please dont be like him