TheComfortCorner | V.8

[Faker]

I sleep too little and I eat too much.
Too many sweets and snacks.
Dizziness and feel sick especially after exercise.
Three through four hours of sleep everyday. I need about eight or ten. Ridiculous. It is difficult to sleep.
Lack of sleep and overwork nearly made me faint last week.
Insecure about my weight. I skip meals until the hunger gets unbearable. I end up eating too much when I do. I then feel upset about it. I want to throw up everything I eat. I tried to a few times...
The Body Mass Index calculator said I am just barely underweight. I have trouble accepting it. I still want to lose my fat... I can see it.
I constantly weigh myself and stare at the mirror. I freak out if I notice any changes.
Why did I get uglier since puberty started....? I do not want to sound egotistical but I was actually very pretty and cute when I was younger. Maybe I will become prettier after it.

[BrainOnSka]

Glad to know I'm not welcome even among friends.... great.... So I was visiting some friends in their apartment right? And I was in the central dining/seating/kitchen area, 2 of the people were in their rooms, and 2 were sitting out talking and studying and hanging out with me. well.. one of the 2 people in their rooms, we'll call him T, walks out of his private room. I smile, and say hello, he grunts and goes back in his room. I just shake it off, because I know he doesn't really like me that much and whatever. so he comes back out a short time later, heats up food and hides again. All this time all i have been doing is eating a bowl of chili (The reason for my visit, homemade food. ) And talking with my 2 friends. Well, my friend gets a message on her computer... its T.... Tell her to go home... Second message was just "Please". I was INVITED by the other 2 friends mind you!!!

Now I knew he didn't like me... I really don't care if he doesn't like me... but that... thats gone beyond a general dislike. the fact that I can't even be in the same apartment as him. thats hating my everliving guts... and I don't even remember doing anything to make him so angry at me. Maybe he is bitter about me being clingy with my ex (The other friend in his room in the apartment, and honestly we are both over it and at a mutual friendship at this point anyway). I don't know... It just really really hurt and still kinda does.... I just feel like nobody really wants me around....Being a senior in college with trust issues trying to rebuild a friendgroup nearly from scratch is not as easy as it seems...
and then there's the whole roommate issue.. you would think that having a room to myself would be nice after my last roommate. But being alone gets to you after a while. I have been holding conversation with my betta fish almost on the daily. Lol. Shes a good listener though.
Plus my phone is not charging properly, but hey, I just applied for a job at a local store so maybe I can make enough money to buy a new charger.
Sorry for the somewhat long rant. its been a long day for me.. lol.

[fester !]

my dads heart is playing up again
im used to it and it was long overdue to happen again. he went months without anything serious it was gonna happen at some point.
doesnt make it any better.
he's probably gonna be in hospital all week now
theres a chance he wont but i highly doubt it
i guess its all okay as long as he doesnt die
he better not but if will is anything to go by he has a pretty strong will to live

[mean&gay]

my cats hurt and shes really old so i think we have to put her down
like she had a fit and then she wandered off and we think she got hit because her back legs are broken or something
and i havent seen her since this morning my mum just left to take her to the vet
and i really want to see her but also i really dont but its too late now cause my mums already driven off
and im angry at my dad for letting her outside after a fit and im angry at whoever hit her and im sobbing over some dumb old cat but weve had her for years and i just want someone to hug me but im crying and i dont want them to think im being stupid oh my god
someone please talk to me

[farewell]

I wish I had someone unbiased to talk to. I'm sick of people simply telling me what they think I want to hear. Honesty is preferred. My feelings aren't easily hurt. Stop kissing my butt.

[rover]

oh man guys today was not a good day ; w ;””
i’m going to summarize it really quickly:
1. so first off i was nearly late for school bskanakaka-
2. my locker wouldn’t open—the lock was broken so i couldn’t get my homework or things i needed for half of my classes ㅠ ㅡ ㅠ
3. there was this really creepy kid during pe and he kept touching my leg and hand and talking to me and even asked if i wanted to go out witH HIM hajsbahJAKSJAAJ
4. my backpack went missing for two periods (long story)
5. tons of homework!!

edit; o ye i started the week thing >:^O
i had bad cramPS SO I THOUGHT I WAS CONSTIPATED BAHAHAHA

[GAIRENTH]

Trying to make money for car parts is really difficult.
My boyfriend needs a new top for his car along with a belt tensioner.
That's a good $300.
The car I'm going to buy will need new fuel lines and a tank, perhaps a new control arm and balljoint.
So that's an extra $500 on top of $5000 I have to actually pay to get the car.
Not including inspection fees and getting it registered and tagged.

Hoping I could do commissions, adopts, and custom character designs for some extra money, but nothing seems to be selling.
Maybe my prices are too high.
I don't know.

It always seems when I need money, it's the day right after I spend a bit more than normal because I saved up for other stuff.
Sighs.
I also have been saving up to move out of this house and into a place for just my boyfriend and I.
He complains it's too cold. Plus the moisture ruins his guitar strings.
I don't know what to do.

[space outlaw]

my mental state is so messed up rn and I have the worst headache agh
sometimes i wish my friends would ask to hangout or something so that i could get my mind off of things but i’m too scared ill bother them by asking

[Loxo]

I’m working through the stages of grief, but I keep cycling back to anger and depression. My thoughts always go back to him.

Anyone have advice on overcoming a loss?

I just feel so alone; my whole family’s moved on and forgotten about him, but I still think about him every day, even though it’s been months.

I see pictures of him and cry. Someone will mention his name and I have to leave the room before I break down. I look at his favorite chair and picture him sitting there and get depressed again.

I need to move on, but I can’t.

Months is still fresh. Don't be hard on yourself and don't push yourself to move on. Don't think about the stages. Just let it all be. You need time. However long it may take, it's ok.

My condolences for your loss.

Thanks for the advice.

Sorry it took so long to get back to this; I’m super forgetful.

[will byers]

today hasnt been good at all.
my friend of six years practically said she doesnt remember ANY good memories with me and im just a stranger to her.
i feel like my whole friendship was a lie.
i feel trapped.
why would she call me a stranger? : (

please just pm me comforting words, anything will help at this point.
im slowly loosing it