by SolsticeTheBanana » Tue Jul 31, 2018 4:26 pm
slight rant please irnore this is really nothing,,
What the hell, mate? What are you trying to do..!
I send you paragraphs on top of paragraphs on what you can do to help yourself, and asking what else I can do to help you. I literally beg you beg you to talk to me, I compliment you constantly. I send you one simple text and all you answer with is “hey....” and then I ask you what’s wrong because clearly that’s what you want me to do. And all I get is “mmm”. I am trying to talk to you because that is clearly what you want. And to be honest I don’t mind helping you but this is taking so much from me because you are being so impossible. you are full to the brim with self pity and I am beginning to think that you don’t even want to try to get better, please, I understand, I know what it’s like to not know where to go. But i am trying so hard.
And then, after all of this, after refusing to talk to me, to tell me, you keep sending me the most confusing notes. ”Its too early isn’t it”,”the loneliness and also the quetness...” WHAT. THE. HELL. It is clear that you want me to ask you what is wrong but... I’m beginning to think that this is just a beg for attention. not that I am not guilty of such things but I mean really? This is a but much. And you just keep doing it. I am not going to keep begging you if you will not talk to me. That is not how this is going to go weather you like it or not.
You are seriously pushing my patience, wich I tend to have very little of, and I am getting sick of it. I have tried. And tried and you just keep on begging. Just tell me what to do please. Tell me so I can stop asking. Tell me so we can fix this, so I can help you.
I’m not giving up on you, but you are not making this easy. I’ll leave those messages on read for tonight. Thanks.
𝘔𝘺 𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴𝘦'𝘴 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘸𝘪𝘧𝘵 𝘢𝘴 𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳
𝘏𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴
𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳
𝘏𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘪𝘱𝘦 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘮𝘺 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴