So uhh,, I have a few things to talk about.
First thing is that my best friend in the whole wide world is distancing herself from me. She had always had issues with herself and I know and accept her for who who she is because well,, I love her. Lately she has been talking to anyone but me though and it has made the times I go up to talk to her kind of awkward. I don't know what to do because I am not a social person at all and come off as mean because I am too direct?? (I don't really know why people think I am rude or not in a good mood half the time) I really love my friend and don't want to grow apart. ///// Next topic is,, more friend problemssss. I have another friend who I had made up with a few months back from some drama that I wont get into. She recently moved just down the street from me and I keep asking when I can go and visit her and her response is always the same. "i'm grounded because of my grades." Recently though she posted lots of pictures of her and her other friend on Instagram. I asked if those were from this weekend and she said yeah. I don't know if she is lying to me or what, I just don't want to lose anyone. ///// Finally on another note,, School. My grades are slowly going up as I turn in missing work, and I had to do a make up test in my alg class. I forgot to get my planner signed by my math teacher during passing time so I was nervous to go up to my studyhall teacher to ask if I can go without one. Being the shy/quiet kid I am, I asked him as kindly and quietly as I could if I could go down. "I don't see a signature here, what do you do if you don't have a signature?" I am new to this kind of school and just stand there for a second not knowing what you would do without one. I give a shrug and say I don't know. (Kinda already getting startled because I didn't think about this situation in my head) I go to sit down feeling kind of bummed about it. My teacher asks the class not even a minute after I sit down, "what do we do if we don't have a signature?" Needless to say he embarrassed me and I almost cried infront of the entire class. The rest of the day was downhill from there. There's my issues for the month.
Sorry for the long post..