by Librho » Wed Apr 25, 2018 11:54 am
Dear X,
Sometimes you completely infuriate me, even though I don’t tell you and I never bring it up; I guess that makes me a pushover like C keeps telling me. But deep down I just don’t want to hurt you, in similar ways I’ve been hurt because no one needs to have that over them. I know long distance makes this hard at times but I’m glad we’re together still, even after some of the stuff I said.. that was a mistake and I wish I could take it all back, but as I don’t say what some of the stuff you do annoys me it just bottles up, that’s no excuse and I wish I could change it but I can’t. We’ve only been together since dec the 27 so there’s so much more we don’t know about each other, I know we don’t talk about it but I’d rather not share my dark past too, although we should talk about it, I’m getting there with the thought of you knowing though. I hope we last long, I love you so much more than I say.