I'm sorry that I'm not the perfect high achieving child you wanted I'm sorry that I do a lot of things that I regret I'm sorry that I procrastinate and do everything at the last minute
i'm sorry i'm not always what you want me to be. i'm sorry i'm disagreeable, argumentative, easily irritated, spiteful... but you know you're the best friend i've ever had and maybe we don't always get along but nobody does all the time. i hope you know i don't mean everything i say when i'm upset, because i know you don't either. i'm sorry if i've ever hurt you but i'm glad you're in my life. i guess having a best friend for so long makes you prone to arguments because you know each other's shortcomings and flaws better than your own.
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i'm sorry i can't be the perfect sister. i know you resent me and i wish you didn't.
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I'm sorry that I'm lazy I'm sorry that I'm useless I'm sorry that I'm stupid I'm sorry that I'm a waste of space I'm sorry that your ashamed of me I'm sorry that I'm not what you want and most of all I'm sorry that my existence causes you pain.
i'm sorry that I can't force myself to like you i'm sorry that we treat you badly i'm sorry that i'm tired i'm sorry that I question everything all the time i'm sorry I act the way I act i'm sorry that I can't be ''normal'' i'm sorry that I can't just fall in love i'm sorry you don't love me enough to actually have a relationship with me i'm sorry you just...don't love me enough